10-13-2020, 07:55 AM
(This post was last modified: 10-13-2020, 07:56 AM by Mystic Pymp.)
Stage 3 Day 3 (0)
I keep having lots of ideas and little in terms of motivation. I'm getting there though. I've been doing a little bit of math and lots of thought on my time management. I wonder if I might be able to do something really useful with my time except for work and yeah, I may.
The problem is that I've been talking my boss and we got to conclusion I'll have to speed up and prioritize some work of mine. This will mean I'll want to focus as much as possible on it so that in a couple of hours when I'm done this work will be as good as possible. This line of thinking paints anything else as distraction and an excuse. I was using weight loss as an excuse not to put my thought to work this Spring (+ COVID-induced chaos helped it) so I know how it works.
Today I've been useless because of my stupid tooth. It hurt all night and I went to bed way too late. I didn't want to wake up because I was pain-free and so happy. Now I can feel it but it's of little issue. I think the problem is not tooth as such but either my ear or my sinuses inflating and pushing into that tooth's nerves. I can eat hot and drink cold without much issue. Also my gums are not inflated in the slightest. However if this continues I'll have to go to the dentist. I hope it will not come to this though, if I'm right and the dentist says they'll need to remove the tooth I might loose it without real need for my.
I keep having lots of ideas and little in terms of motivation. I'm getting there though. I've been doing a little bit of math and lots of thought on my time management. I wonder if I might be able to do something really useful with my time except for work and yeah, I may.
The problem is that I've been talking my boss and we got to conclusion I'll have to speed up and prioritize some work of mine. This will mean I'll want to focus as much as possible on it so that in a couple of hours when I'm done this work will be as good as possible. This line of thinking paints anything else as distraction and an excuse. I was using weight loss as an excuse not to put my thought to work this Spring (+ COVID-induced chaos helped it) so I know how it works.
Today I've been useless because of my stupid tooth. It hurt all night and I went to bed way too late. I didn't want to wake up because I was pain-free and so happy. Now I can feel it but it's of little issue. I think the problem is not tooth as such but either my ear or my sinuses inflating and pushing into that tooth's nerves. I can eat hot and drink cold without much issue. Also my gums are not inflated in the slightest. However if this continues I'll have to go to the dentist. I hope it will not come to this though, if I'm right and the dentist says they'll need to remove the tooth I might loose it without real need for my.
For not by numbers of men, nor by measure of body, but by valor of soul is war to be decided.
~Belisarius, the last Roman
Certitude is for the puzzle-box logicians and girls of white glamour [...]. I am a letter written in uncertainty.
~36 Lessons of Vivec, Sermon 4
~Belisarius, the last Roman
Certitude is for the puzzle-box logicians and girls of white glamour [...]. I am a letter written in uncertainty.
~36 Lessons of Vivec, Sermon 4
