09-07-2020, 02:38 PM
I can relate to having too many ideas to write on, and which one is important. For myself, I've tended to rely on fears to push me this way or that to make the decision, but the FRM is working against that aim for me, which is good. For now, I find I write best first thing in the morning--before I've listened to fearful thoughts surfacing-- or right after work--when my fears around men can fall away.
I'm kind of glad I wrote that, as a constant fear around men is showing up. (I think) I'm unsure of why I get fearful, but it mirrors childhood beliefs I've had and carried. Maybe this is being worked on in me, which is probably why I'm thinking on it. That awareness feels good, for this stage has been VERY active in me. Being aware of things I usually hide from myself makes me think I'm closer to being free from it. In short, I'm becoming much more aware of the mental and emotional blinders I wear on a daily basis.
Did you have any awarenesses pop up during this last month?
What's your main (desired) focus on LTU6 so far?
Do you feel hopeful going forward?
I'm kind of glad I wrote that, as a constant fear around men is showing up. (I think) I'm unsure of why I get fearful, but it mirrors childhood beliefs I've had and carried. Maybe this is being worked on in me, which is probably why I'm thinking on it. That awareness feels good, for this stage has been VERY active in me. Being aware of things I usually hide from myself makes me think I'm closer to being free from it. In short, I'm becoming much more aware of the mental and emotional blinders I wear on a daily basis.
Did you have any awarenesses pop up during this last month?
What's your main (desired) focus on LTU6 so far?
Do you feel hopeful going forward?
I want to be FREE!
