08-14-2020, 10:30 AM
Stage 1 Day 3 (10)
Oh boy, finally resistance struck. And with double power. I don't remember feeling so anxious in a while. Between hot and humid weather, probably overreaching goal I wanna achieve tomorrow (and I'll either do it and regret it or I won't and I will feel ashamed) and possibly wasting 50$ due to my stupidity... Well, I fell anxious all right. Starting on Monday I hope to get my life on track and chip away slowly all the reasons for anxiety I have now. But there are things I feel like I have to prove myself before that.
Oh, and blue balls are not a joke. They got sensitive as if someone knee me in there yesterday. Hopefully unrelated though
Oh boy, finally resistance struck. And with double power. I don't remember feeling so anxious in a while. Between hot and humid weather, probably overreaching goal I wanna achieve tomorrow (and I'll either do it and regret it or I won't and I will feel ashamed) and possibly wasting 50$ due to my stupidity... Well, I fell anxious all right. Starting on Monday I hope to get my life on track and chip away slowly all the reasons for anxiety I have now. But there are things I feel like I have to prove myself before that.
Oh, and blue balls are not a joke. They got sensitive as if someone knee me in there yesterday. Hopefully unrelated though
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For not by numbers of men, nor by measure of body, but by valor of soul is war to be decided.
~Belisarius, the last Roman
Certitude is for the puzzle-box logicians and girls of white glamour [...]. I am a letter written in uncertainty.
~36 Lessons of Vivec, Sermon 4
~Belisarius, the last Roman
Certitude is for the puzzle-box logicians and girls of white glamour [...]. I am a letter written in uncertainty.
~36 Lessons of Vivec, Sermon 4