08-12-2020, 02:16 PM
Stage 1 Day 1 (8)
I decided to listen on ultrasonic, might switch later to hybrid during sleep whenever I'll be forced by my work to regular sleeping schedule and listening on ultrasonic will not be an convenient option. Sometimes it's not easy to find 8 hours of a day.
It's been weird so far compared to previous sub premieres. When starting new sub or even new run I'd often feel excitement and kind of tingly sensation. Here there's nothing really. I have this nice feeling of serenity, assurance and optimism though, so maybe that's even better. I feel tired as hell but that's simply my exercise regime and the hot weather - my mom got knocked out as well, sleeping soundly like never before despite not exposing her to the sub.
I'd say maybe the effect is eased out because I started noticing some effects earlier already. My workouts seem easier, I had very easy time waking up early and my flatmate was irritated by me for the first time in 3 years - something truly unexpected. NoFap also got easy again with feeling of purpose behind it. This right now is my best chance of 30 days streak I've ever got I think, I'll see how I'll be feeling in the coming days and weeks.
I'm not exactly sure what to expect and what kinds of goals to give to myself for this run. I think I'll let it go for now and do some commitments a little bit further down the path.
I decided to listen on ultrasonic, might switch later to hybrid during sleep whenever I'll be forced by my work to regular sleeping schedule and listening on ultrasonic will not be an convenient option. Sometimes it's not easy to find 8 hours of a day.
It's been weird so far compared to previous sub premieres. When starting new sub or even new run I'd often feel excitement and kind of tingly sensation. Here there's nothing really. I have this nice feeling of serenity, assurance and optimism though, so maybe that's even better. I feel tired as hell but that's simply my exercise regime and the hot weather - my mom got knocked out as well, sleeping soundly like never before despite not exposing her to the sub.
I'd say maybe the effect is eased out because I started noticing some effects earlier already. My workouts seem easier, I had very easy time waking up early and my flatmate was irritated by me for the first time in 3 years - something truly unexpected. NoFap also got easy again with feeling of purpose behind it. This right now is my best chance of 30 days streak I've ever got I think, I'll see how I'll be feeling in the coming days and weeks.
I'm not exactly sure what to expect and what kinds of goals to give to myself for this run. I think I'll let it go for now and do some commitments a little bit further down the path.
For not by numbers of men, nor by measure of body, but by valor of soul is war to be decided.
~Belisarius, the last Roman
Certitude is for the puzzle-box logicians and girls of white glamour [...]. I am a letter written in uncertainty.
~36 Lessons of Vivec, Sermon 4
~Belisarius, the last Roman
Certitude is for the puzzle-box logicians and girls of white glamour [...]. I am a letter written in uncertainty.
~36 Lessons of Vivec, Sermon 4
