05-31-2019, 10:07 AM
Nearly 3 months into LTU. I feel mindfucked right now. I have lost touch with my old sense of self. It feels like ive had a personality change. I reflect back on my past, shortcomings and decisions and think to myself, I cant believe this is the person I am today. I feel extremely confused about what I want out of life and what my purpose is. The things I used to enjoy before I no longer desire doing. Despite the above, Im ok with being this way. I realise that there is a deep shift happening below the surface and that I need to accept and surrender to allow the necessary changes to take place.
