OK, so the mike is on.
Day 1
DMSI was kicking my ass, leaving me in grieving pain. On one hand, I saw Shannon's note at https://subliminal-talk.com/Thread-Men-s...#pid215700 :
On the other hand, I suspected that maybe my subconscious was reacting to the goal rather than to the concept of change, and when Shannon said that he was going to make an LTU 4.1 that had smoothness and a "love life" module I decided I was going to give it a try. I'm fortunate enough to be able to spend $600 in a "let's give this a try to see if it works" mode, so I did.
And then the whole LTU 5 thing happened. That came out last night, so I listened overnight.
Notable:
But not waking emotionally crushed is great! I'll take it, and if jumping to LTU means committing to it for the next 3 months, I'm good with it.
Day 1
DMSI was kicking my ass, leaving me in grieving pain. On one hand, I saw Shannon's note at https://subliminal-talk.com/Thread-Men-s...#pid215700 :
Quote:DMSI 3.3.1-D is going to be easier on you than LTU4.
If you do jump to LTU4, you're going to have to deal with a tornado. You'll not be escaping, just moving to something else that will be doing much the same thing because of overlap when it comes to personal development, and doing it a lot faster and harder.
On the other hand, I suspected that maybe my subconscious was reacting to the goal rather than to the concept of change, and when Shannon said that he was going to make an LTU 4.1 that had smoothness and a "love life" module I decided I was going to give it a try. I'm fortunate enough to be able to spend $600 in a "let's give this a try to see if it works" mode, so I did.
And then the whole LTU 5 thing happened. That came out last night, so I listened overnight.
Notable:
- I woke suuuuuper exhausted.
- My emotions are OK. I went to bed in a space of floating between happiness and grief, and that's where I woke up.
- I woke with a clenched fist so tight that my fingernail was digging into the skin of my palm and hurting quite a bit.
- I remember a bit of my dream, and there was this moment where I was laying on a road face-down, and there was a guy who got on top of me and was humping my left armpit, and I kept asking him to stop and he wouldn't. I don't remember what happened next. Not exactly the most awesome dream.
But not waking emotionally crushed is great! I'll take it, and if jumping to LTU means committing to it for the next 3 months, I'm good with it.
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