JAKE'S EHPRA 2.0

[Jake2015]

Do what Shannon told you with E2 then start IYGSH and do it until MLS 5.5G is out and then do MLS. Questioning this over and over doesn't help and make you just more confused.

This.

Stop questioning yourself and run a week without subs until you start with IYGSH

There is no point in you reading the script for MLS since it all will be updated in 5.5 with new modules. I'd say there is no reason for you to read any of them at all anymore, because right now you are just procrastinating, even more, when you think a week ahead of you. Stop confusing yourself, and start doing what needs to be done.
The easiest way is to turn off the wifi and just start writing, obviously flight mode on the phone as well.

Your problem is a lack of habits. Motivation won't get you anywhere. Habits will you get you somewhere AND bring you motivation in the long run.

Thanks ReeZox, that makes sense ill keep reading this and trying to remind myself to take it easy. Not easy when youre just eager to sort yourself out etc but I appreciate the wisdom shared thank you