JAKE'S EHPRA 2.0

[Jake2015]

Day 1 of no E2 continued....


So its now 2hours after my last post.

I finally got myself to continue with the project for Thursday and well I've luckily managed to do so much that I've only conclusions, reference and table of content to do besides spell check etc. So I've time to now work on references, then tomorrow and wednesday finish this bad boy off!!

I cannot use the printer in my apartment, its coming up with wifi connection issues to my laptop so ill take to uni and print it there tomorrow so I can go over it with a pencil and then edit on my laptop later.

Im always productive at night, and I know Shannon as said that procrastination is fear based, and I read a website today just by chance after searching for the connection between laziness motivation and procrastination, whilst I was procrastinating and it said that its the fear of failure and thats what leads to the perfectionist mindset which I HAVE especially before I finally get down to the work itself.

Working at night is also a way to avoid fear until the last minute, as per Shannons wisdom and thus it all makes sense.

I also read scripts on this site for the following programs: IYGSH, UMotivation, MLS, OProcrastination. I can't remember now what they all said except that I understood the following I think:

MLS works at memory pure and simple. So if you have the will to take action and sit and learn then its for you. I procrastinate so its not for me as my memory is ok its my kids marty somethings gotta be done about my kids... I mean well you get the gist.

UM from what I remember seems to be for those that either have goals or want to set goals and take action. This is a sub I need too because I have goals, many goals, daily goals and my motivation goes up and down which may lead to procrastination.

OP is however before the UM, because I have this issue for sure. However OP won't tell you what is priority and needs to be done first, its simply there to make you take action. This is a catch 22 because I do procrastinate on many things but is that a lack of motivation, such as tidying the room or making dinner? any thoughts anyone?

IYGHS: clearly I need this, it will make me study, help me learn, make me focus on grades and work for school which should be my main goal and it also will deal with motivation I think and procrastination.

I could complete wrong with all the above but this is my understanding so far,.... your opinions on this would be helpful so please write away ....

thanks