JAKE'S EHPRA 2.0

[Zane]

I am going thru a similar situation.. I wake up but Idk what do I wake up for. After I wake I just don't know what to do. I feel very unmotivated to do anything. I haven't studied or touched my books in a long time.

I also hardly contact my friends as I am an Introvert and they are also preparing for their competition exam.
Sometimes I get really fed up cause I don't have motivation. I mean you know consciously u know what ur life purpose is and u won't change it no matter what but the fire to pursue that goal which comes from the subconscious isn't there.... Which makes me feel useless.

I am just counting days on this subs.. I have never been this bored in my life. Healing is boring but what can u do. No one likes change but one has to.

Thing is all the healing subs are like this..E1, E2, LTU, MHS..

I feel your pain, the only time I meet anyone is when I'm at uni, otherwise I'm not hearing from anyone nor is anyone contacting me.

Im not in introvert but I'm not an extrovert either, I'm just social in a group and happy when alone if that makes sense. So thought that see me in a crowd assume I'm an extrovert and those are the ones surprised to know I'm alone which is what I now feel here.

I did want to ask you Zane, that has anyone actually had any issues cleared from E2? I ask this because when I read the journals, I'm finding people say that something has shifted or that they have noticed a change, but what I don't find is anyones issues fully cleared or dealt with.

Some I find say that they still have various lingering issues whether anger or other things.

So will E2 clear fully the garbage in our heads or is that only possible when E3 or E4 or E7 come out?

Well most the E2 journals I have read say that they do know something has changed but they still feel that there are issues which they think are still there but sometimes don't even know what those issues are...

Inshort they know somethings deeper has changed but they still don't know what issues haven't been solved... They can pin point some of the issues which hasn't been solved but still they can't figure out sometimes...

I seriously don't expect any sub to solve my all issues.
Subs has help u figure out things which you should focus on it more.
For example..

I had extreme fears which is so worse that I develop social anxiety to such a level that I haven't stepped out of my house in past 8 months and if someone would come to visit me then I would hide in my bathroom and turn on the shower pretending that I am taking a shower until they are gone also when I sit down to study I can't study cause I feel so depressed and negative thoughts start coming to my mind and then I feel dizzy leave my study desk...

Now Idk what the fuck is wrong with me and I just don't know so.. I just get EPRAH 1 or LTU.. I listen to them for about 3 months or more and then I started being a little positive... My shame and guilt for being the ADHD type and not being good in studies was solved. Finally I can somewhat focus on my studies without getting depressed... But all of a sudden I have this new issue surfaced out of no where and that is that I get angry alot and I judge people who don't live by my beliefs... and no matter how much LTU I listened it won't go away.. .. This means that this is a issue LTU can't solve... but it did help me reach the root of the problem after clearing all Guilt and Shame..

So I figure out why am I getting angry.. Finally I figured that It was fears of change.. Anger is subconscious way of letting you know that u dont like change so u get angry or ego... Ego doesn't like change..

So I planned to use OF to see if I was right or wrong just for 30 days and after using it for 30 days I realise that Indeed I am becoming more social and my social anxiety is gone.. So My analysis was right..

To be honest if u have extreme subconscious fears which u arnt even aware of then I seriously don't think E2 is gonna help u.. When u are free from emotional crap then give OF a serious try..

Read my Fear Journal.. I have posted imp links.. where Shannon and other user said stuff about fear u will understand..

Before jumping on OF give E2 a good shot and if u still have fears related issues then try OF.. Its the most underestimated Sub here.. . I hope Shannon make 5.5G or 6G version of it..

Right now I am doing MHS but I do plan on doing OF once more.. That sub is awesome u will love it.. But before that solve other issues with E2.. Its ur choice.