JAKE'S EHPRA 2.0

[Jake2015]

I am going thru a similar situation.. I wake up but Idk what do I wake up for. After I wake I just don't know what to do. I feel very unmotivated to do anything. I haven't studied or touched my books in a long time.

I also hardly contact my friends as I am an Introvert and they are also preparing for their competition exam.
Sometimes I get really fed up cause I don't have motivation. I mean you know consciously u know what ur life purpose is and u won't change it no matter what but the fire to pursue that goal which comes from the subconscious isn't there.... Which makes me feel useless.

I am just counting days on this subs.. I have never been this bored in my life. Healing is boring but what can u do. No one likes change but one has to.

Thing is all the healing subs are like this..E1, E2, LTU, MHS..

I feel your pain, the only time I meet anyone is when I'm at uni, otherwise I'm not hearing from anyone nor is anyone contacting me.

Im not in introvert but I'm not an extrovert either, I'm just social in a group and happy when alone if that makes sense. So thought that see me in a crowd assume I'm an extrovert and those are the ones surprised to know I'm alone which is what I now feel here.

I did want to ask you Zane, that has anyone actually had any issues cleared from E2? I ask this because when I read the journals, I'm finding people say that something has shifted or that they have noticed a change, but what I don't find is anyones issues fully cleared or dealt with.

Some I find say that they still have various lingering issues whether anger or other things.

So will E2 clear fully the garbage in our heads or is that only possible when E3 or E4 or E7 come out?