Day 27 - Update
Listening only to US still, not managing to get masked in to my daily regime but as always hoping US will give me the change that I need.
No Dreams, no noticeable anything.
However I'm going to share 2 things now and would like you to tell me if you think this is E2 related or not.
So as from my previous posts, my ex disappeared. I got some terrific advice from Zane here in the forums. After speaking to zane, I felt a weight lift off me as to how I now feel about my ex. Im curious if she will get in touch but thats all, I'm not as attached to her or cherish her as I did. So thank you ZANE.
After speaking with zane a few days ago a friend from uni came over. We got talking about his ex, they broke up 3 weeks ago. I then shared my situation and he told me she was using me and to just forget about her and move on. I was joyfully surprised by how I agreed 100%.
I also recall that while speaking to my ex on the phone I did feel that I could do better, that I was now back at uni doing bigger better things (hopefully) and that she was not and that I could get better - is that wrong of me? I don't know but is this all E2? that I'm unsure of but happy if it is lol
The 2nd thing was that a girl from my past came back and this is someone I met on a dating website and I was on there and she was there too and we got talking and we talked all night long.
She isn't a gf but I was always interested. Now she is interested and at first I was but after I saw her pics and vids (yup she sent them to me) I wasnt attracted to her. Im not attractive though I believe I used to be but she didn't appeal to me any more whereas in the past she did.
I now don't even respond to her or care to.
Is this E2 or is this just me?
thank you
ps: I was reading an article about dreams this morning and it said if you dream about flying it means you are hopeful and want to soar and if you dream of falling you have a fear of failure and risks. I don't believe in zodiac and dream interpretation mumbo jumbo since its just a human way to make sense of rudimentary things however this makes logical sense and we have all had similar dreams in our own lifetimes. So what I do know for sure now is that i really want E2 to smash at all my fears, fears of failure and risk taking too.
Listening only to US still, not managing to get masked in to my daily regime but as always hoping US will give me the change that I need.
No Dreams, no noticeable anything.
However I'm going to share 2 things now and would like you to tell me if you think this is E2 related or not.
So as from my previous posts, my ex disappeared. I got some terrific advice from Zane here in the forums. After speaking to zane, I felt a weight lift off me as to how I now feel about my ex. Im curious if she will get in touch but thats all, I'm not as attached to her or cherish her as I did. So thank you ZANE.
After speaking with zane a few days ago a friend from uni came over. We got talking about his ex, they broke up 3 weeks ago. I then shared my situation and he told me she was using me and to just forget about her and move on. I was joyfully surprised by how I agreed 100%.
I also recall that while speaking to my ex on the phone I did feel that I could do better, that I was now back at uni doing bigger better things (hopefully) and that she was not and that I could get better - is that wrong of me? I don't know but is this all E2? that I'm unsure of but happy if it is lol
The 2nd thing was that a girl from my past came back and this is someone I met on a dating website and I was on there and she was there too and we got talking and we talked all night long.
She isn't a gf but I was always interested. Now she is interested and at first I was but after I saw her pics and vids (yup she sent them to me) I wasnt attracted to her. Im not attractive though I believe I used to be but she didn't appeal to me any more whereas in the past she did.
I now don't even respond to her or care to.
Is this E2 or is this just me?
thank you
ps: I was reading an article about dreams this morning and it said if you dream about flying it means you are hopeful and want to soar and if you dream of falling you have a fear of failure and risks. I don't believe in zodiac and dream interpretation mumbo jumbo since its just a human way to make sense of rudimentary things however this makes logical sense and we have all had similar dreams in our own lifetimes. So what I do know for sure now is that i really want E2 to smash at all my fears, fears of failure and risk taking too.
OF3 5.75.7G 13/15Vol
1L-2O/3OF; (1L-2/2 5/6); (2L 19/6); (3L 27/6); (4L 9/7); (H4L 25/7)
W 19 May
MLS 5.5G: ≈70days x2, IYGSH: 54, E2: 78+48, DMSI 3.2: 56 & 22, UMOP1: 57+UMOP2: 33 = 90+10 US v12/15=100, OF: 45, OF2: 56days
1L-2O/3OF; (1L-2/2 5/6); (2L 19/6); (3L 27/6); (4L 9/7); (H4L 25/7)
W 19 May
MLS 5.5G: ≈70days x2, IYGSH: 54, E2: 78+48, DMSI 3.2: 56 & 22, UMOP1: 57+UMOP2: 33 = 90+10 US v12/15=100, OF: 45, OF2: 56days
