Evolver's Alpha Male Journal

[evolver]

Hey guys,

I grabbed the alpha male mp3 in the recent sale and i've started using it. I'm on Day 6 over here. Days 1-2 I didn't notice much. Day 3 I had vivid (awesome) dreams and certainly felt an effect. Work improved, hit the gym, and getting some attraction.

Lately with women I have felt many of them do not take me seriously (ie: i'm a cock jock, a man slut that they disregard as only thinking about sex). I have also been rather listless, tired, and lazy.

In the last couple days, I've been listening to the ocean waves recording every night. One impressive thing I have become of aware of is the instant manifestation of my intention, something I've always had, but recently recognized again within myself. For example, I proclaimed an intention to start my own laptop business and travel the world, and then instantly found some inspiring stories and resources to do so - and I wasn't even actively searching for it.

Today I woke up at 3pm, frustrated and grumpy (could be the high androstenone fueled drinking from last night haha). I went and ate by the canal near my house and realized I wanted a life where I could afford to be reflective, to take time to be alone with my thoughts in the real world.

Anyways, this is simply the beginning!

[Sean]

Welcome to AM! I'm just about to wrap up Stage One, myself.

[Shannon]

Welcome back. I look forward to seeing how you enjoy this... I am personally loving it like crazy. I actually quit drinking completely, when I realized that I was only drinking to fit in socially or feel comfortable in social situations, and that I simply no longer need to do that to feel comfortable in social situations... which means to me that I'm not being true to myself if I am drinking just to fit in. So y'all can have the beer and vodka, I'm gonna have me some manly iced tea! lol

It's actually kind of funny, because people assume I used to be an alcoholic when I say I stopped drinking. But those who know he say... "You almost never drank anyway..." which is the point. Why do it, if I wasn't doing it anyway?

Regardless, I think you'll have a lot of fun with this program.

[evolver]

I had one day where I could not sleep to the waves, had to turn it off. Felt well rested in the morning. I had a girl flake on me, called her out on her bullshit. She's a bit young so I came on too strong, it's all good though. Plenty of girls out there! I actually have a funnel at the moment so I'm working that.

As of note, it's also "NO FAP SEPTEMBER" so I'm giving that a try too haha.

My Mother had a strange dream, she's a bit psychic when it comes to me. She said in her dream I was joining the military, but had not joined up yet and she tried to stop me. Outside of the dream when she told me this, I laughed and said maybe I could use some discipline to keep my apartment clean and so on!

Work has been going really good. I'm going to be getting a lot of responsibility in the coming days. Today was a bit overwhelming, everyone wants a piece of your time but I did well. I've been on course with the gym and it's made a difference. Some other goals I have this month are to start learning French, and I'm wondering about starting my own e-commerce business. Motivation has always been an issue in getting my own business started. We'll see.

[Sean]

No Fap September is going to really increase your energy for doing everything else. I mean seriously, we all know why we fap:

[Benjamin]

HAHAHA

[Javier Gerardo]

No Fap September is going to really increase your energy for doing everything else. I mean seriously, we all know why we fap:

Lol! That's true! But sometimes I fap due to watching porn. In that case I'd have to stop watching porn entirely.
Anyway, I've done a no fap month before. I even made a blog about it here: http://nofapdecember2011.blogspot.com/
Some of my experiences back then might help you achieve your goal of a no fap month. Cheers!

[Tiesto]

Lol! That's true! But sometimes I fap due to watching porn. In that case I'd have to stop watching porn entirely.
Anyway, I've done a no fap month before. I even made a blog about it here: http://nofapdecember2011.blogspot.com/
Some of my experiences back then might help you achieve your goal of a no fap month. Cheers!

LOL! That's interesting, did you get the immolation effect Shannon was talking about in the other thread?

No fap month sounds like a challenge, hahaha! I'll give it a shot as well.

[Spiral]

My record is 3 months. Don't mean to brag.. but in a sense this gives you guys even more of a challenge.

[Tiesto]

My record is 3 months. Don't mean to brag.. but in a sense this gives you guys even more of a challenge.

Damn! That's like Master Level, LOL!

[Shannon]

My record is 3 months. Don't mean to brag.. but in a sense this gives you guys even more of a challenge.

Damn! That's like Master Level, LOL!

Or his sex drive is lower than some of the rest of us have...

[Tiesto]

My record is 3 months. Don't mean to brag.. but in a sense this gives you guys even more of a challenge.

Damn! That's like Master Level, LOL!

Or his sex drive is lower than some of the rest of us have...

Then that makes sense..

Haha! Just kidding Spiral! :p

[Spiral]

It is. Because I've suppressed it for my whole life. That's all I can figure. YET I have more hair than a fucking gorilla.

[evolver]

Unerring ability to wake up 1 minute before my alarm clock, achievement unlocked.