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Evolver's Alpha Male Journal - evolver - 09-01-2012
Hey guys,
I grabbed the alpha male mp3 in the recent sale and i've started using it. I'm on Day 6 over here. Days 1-2 I didn't notice much. Day 3 I had vivid (awesome) dreams and certainly felt an effect. Work improved, hit the gym, and getting some attraction.
Lately with women I have felt many of them do not take me seriously (ie: i'm a cock jock, a man slut that they disregard as only thinking about sex). I have also been rather listless, tired, and lazy.
In the last couple days, I've been listening to the ocean waves recording every night. One impressive thing I have become of aware of is the instant manifestation of my intention, something I've always had, but recently recognized again within myself. For example, I proclaimed an intention to start my own laptop business and travel the world, and then instantly found some inspiring stories and resources to do so - and I wasn't even actively searching for it.
Today I woke up at 3pm, frustrated and grumpy (could be the high androstenone fueled drinking from last night haha). I went and ate by the canal near my house and realized I wanted a life where I could afford to be reflective, to take time to be alone with my thoughts in the real world.
Anyways, this is simply the beginning!
RE: Evolver's Alpha Male Journal - Sean - 09-01-2012
Welcome to AM! I'm just about to wrap up Stage One, myself.
RE: Evolver's Alpha Male Journal - Shannon - 09-01-2012
Welcome back.
I look forward to seeing how you enjoy this... I am personally loving it like crazy. I actually quit drinking completely, when I realized that I was only drinking to fit in socially or feel comfortable in social situations, and that I simply no longer need to do that to feel comfortable in social situations... which means to me that I'm not being true to myself if I am drinking just to fit in. So y'all can have the beer and vodka, I'm gonna have me some manly iced tea! lolIt's actually kind of funny, because people assume I used to be an alcoholic when I say I stopped drinking. But those who know he say... "You almost never drank anyway..." which is the point. Why do it, if I wasn't doing it anyway?
Regardless, I think you'll have a lot of fun with this program.
RE: Evolver's Alpha Male Journal - evolver - 09-06-2012
I had one day where I could not sleep to the waves, had to turn it off. Felt well rested in the morning. I had a girl flake on me, called her out on her bullshit. She's a bit young so I came on too strong, it's all good though. Plenty of girls out there! I actually have a funnel at the moment so I'm working that.
As of note, it's also "NO FAP SEPTEMBER" so I'm giving that a try too haha.
My Mother had a strange dream, she's a bit psychic when it comes to me. She said in her dream I was joining the military, but had not joined up yet and she tried to stop me. Outside of the dream when she told me this, I laughed and said maybe I could use some discipline to keep my apartment clean and so on!
Work has been going really good. I'm going to be getting a lot of responsibility in the coming days. Today was a bit overwhelming, everyone wants a piece of your time but I did well. I've been on course with the gym and it's made a difference. Some other goals I have this month are to start learning French, and I'm wondering about starting my own e-commerce business. Motivation has always been an issue in getting my own business started. We'll see.
RE: Evolver's Alpha Male Journal - Sean - 09-06-2012
No Fap September is going to really increase your energy for doing everything else. I mean seriously, we all know why we fap:
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RE: Evolver's Alpha Male Journal - Benjamin - 09-06-2012
HAHAHA
RE: Evolver's Alpha Male Journal - Javier Gerardo - 09-07-2012
(09-06-2012, 09:49 PM)Sean Wrote: No Fap September is going to really increase your energy for doing everything else. I mean seriously, we all know why we fap:
Lol! That's true! But sometimes I fap due to watching porn. In that case I'd have to stop watching porn entirely.
Anyway, I've done a no fap month before. I even made a blog about it here: http://nofapdecember2011.blogspot.com/
Some of my experiences back then might help you achieve your goal of a no fap month. Cheers!
RE: Evolver's Alpha Male Journal - Tiesto - 09-07-2012
(09-07-2012, 02:20 AM)Javier Gerardo Wrote: Lol! That's true! But sometimes I fap due to watching porn. In that case I'd have to stop watching porn entirely.
Anyway, I've done a no fap month before. I even made a blog about it here: http://nofapdecember2011.blogspot.com/
Some of my experiences back then might help you achieve your goal of a no fap month. Cheers!
LOL! That's interesting, did you get the immolation effect Shannon was talking about in the other thread?
No fap month sounds like a challenge, hahaha! I'll give it a shot as well.
RE: Evolver's Alpha Male Journal - Spiral - 09-12-2012
My record is 3 months. Don't mean to brag.. but in a sense this gives you guys even more of a challenge.
RE: Evolver's Alpha Male Journal - Tiesto - 09-12-2012
(09-12-2012, 06:31 AM)Spiral Wrote: My record is 3 months. Don't mean to brag.. but in a sense this gives you guys even more of a challenge.
Damn! That's like Master Level, LOL!
RE: Evolver's Alpha Male Journal - Shannon - 09-12-2012
(09-12-2012, 06:54 AM)Tiesto Wrote:(09-12-2012, 06:31 AM)Spiral Wrote: My record is 3 months. Don't mean to brag.. but in a sense this gives you guys even more of a challenge.
Damn! That's like Master Level, LOL!
Or his sex drive is lower than some of the rest of us have...
RE: Evolver's Alpha Male Journal - Tiesto - 09-12-2012
(09-12-2012, 10:13 AM)Shannon Wrote:(09-12-2012, 06:54 AM)Tiesto Wrote:(09-12-2012, 06:31 AM)Spiral Wrote: My record is 3 months. Don't mean to brag.. but in a sense this gives you guys even more of a challenge.
Damn! That's like Master Level, LOL!
Or his sex drive is lower than some of the rest of us have...
Then that makes sense..
Haha! Just kidding Spiral!
:p
RE: Evolver's Alpha Male Journal - Spiral - 09-12-2012
It is. Because I've suppressed it for my whole life. That's all I can figure. YET I have more hair than a fucking gorilla.
RE: Evolver's Alpha Male Journal - evolver - 09-16-2012
Unerring ability to wake up 1 minute before my alarm clock, achievement unlocked.