11-27-2016, 08:19 PM
DMSI – 1 Week
This might be surprising, but I've had several intuitive pangs over the past month telling me to use this. I'm guessing it's to help heal me over my last relationship as I am soon looking to start the next one, whenever that may be. I will be using this for a week or so then switch back to Stage 4 of BASE for 3 - 4 months.
All of my DMSI use will be in this post, so I won't be clogging up my journal with it.
11/22 - Even with the 3 recommended loops I felt almost no immediate change. My brain usually feels almost over loaded on any new 5G+ sub (this is one of the latest 5.5G subs after all) but there was none of that. Went to Walmart for some minor things and made solid eye contact with a girl roughly my age. She smiled and i mouthed "Hi". She smiled wider. This is not common and seems to be a small spark of things to come.
11/23 - Jeezus...it feels like I'm not quite over my ex. It was her bday yesterday and I gave her a happy bday text. DMSI feels like it's pushing me to finally resolve the crap from that relationship, and apparently I don't feel adequate enough for my ideal next partners, because that's the random new thought / emotion now. It felt a tug of war wanting to curse her into oblivion (which is 100% possible with the new stuff i know) for the shit she put me through years ago, but my more rational self wants to let it go and move on. GRRR! I just want to move on. I am very curious to see how this works itself out.
I recall LTU more than a year ago helped me with a lot of issues regarding her, but now it feels like a second wave of healing is needed. I don't even care about sex or getting laid. The universe is telling me this is what's needed to move on...and I'm trying so f^cking hard to do that. I've wanted this for over 3 years now. Please, just let me move on.
Later in the day felt deeply unsettled and tense. I did a meditation to help unsettle my reality to bring in more fortune, but it just makes me feel unfocused and odd. Hopefully this subsides.
11/25 – Reality still feels greatly unsettled. Things aren’t so bad that everything is disrupted, but I don’t feel quite on track. Waiting for the first day that doesn’t feel shaken, as if it’s in a transition, which is loosely what I’ve felt like since starting DMSI.
I might hold out for 3.0 just so I have some decently powered healing included. 2.4 is technically an option, but it doesn’t feel as if I should go that direction.
As a note, I am playing my DMSI usage day by day. If I get an intuitive hit that I’ve gotten what I needed from it, I’ll swiftly shift back to BASE and resume my usage.
11/26 – Upon waking today it was my firm decision to switch back to BASE. Now, I’m not so sure.
There appears to be some very deep background healing going on with DMSI. The only problem right now is that DMSI is still shaking me up quite badly, and I can’t really tell if this is going to subside soon or not.
11/27 – Some deep reflecting has told me if I didn’t have a business to run and money related goals to shoot for in the short / long term, then DMSI would help me tremendously in shifting me back into dating mode. But because my focus is so business-centric, BASE is where I have to be, regardless of how much weaker it is compared to 5.5G and DMSI.
Even with only 3 loops per day while I sleep, the effects of DMSI are noticeable throughout the day. I feel outrageously tired even with a full nights rest. There is also a lot of internal shifting happening, and because I haven’t been looking to get laid or date for quite a while, it appears that there was just so much to shift internally that one week of use wasn’t enough to get past most of my resistance and blossom with more physical results (I went out quite a bit, by the way, just to ensure DMSI could have the best chance to spark something).
I have no doubt if I used it longer I would get tremendous results (and mother of God for the 3.0 coming out soon), but the journey has to shift, again, toward building my empire.
This sort of reminds me of Shannon using BAMM long term; we both have ambitious financial goals, and though we would both like to use DMSI to see where it takes us, those previously made $$ goals take precedence, at least for now, so DMSI has to take a back seat.
As a side note, 5.5G is now on an entirely new level. E2 is strong, but it’s going to be crazy getting a 6G upgrade. With DMSI, you can literally feel the sub shifting and changing you even when you don’t listen to it directly.
This might be surprising, but I've had several intuitive pangs over the past month telling me to use this. I'm guessing it's to help heal me over my last relationship as I am soon looking to start the next one, whenever that may be. I will be using this for a week or so then switch back to Stage 4 of BASE for 3 - 4 months.
All of my DMSI use will be in this post, so I won't be clogging up my journal with it.
11/22 - Even with the 3 recommended loops I felt almost no immediate change. My brain usually feels almost over loaded on any new 5G+ sub (this is one of the latest 5.5G subs after all) but there was none of that. Went to Walmart for some minor things and made solid eye contact with a girl roughly my age. She smiled and i mouthed "Hi". She smiled wider. This is not common and seems to be a small spark of things to come.
11/23 - Jeezus...it feels like I'm not quite over my ex. It was her bday yesterday and I gave her a happy bday text. DMSI feels like it's pushing me to finally resolve the crap from that relationship, and apparently I don't feel adequate enough for my ideal next partners, because that's the random new thought / emotion now. It felt a tug of war wanting to curse her into oblivion (which is 100% possible with the new stuff i know) for the shit she put me through years ago, but my more rational self wants to let it go and move on. GRRR! I just want to move on. I am very curious to see how this works itself out.
I recall LTU more than a year ago helped me with a lot of issues regarding her, but now it feels like a second wave of healing is needed. I don't even care about sex or getting laid. The universe is telling me this is what's needed to move on...and I'm trying so f^cking hard to do that. I've wanted this for over 3 years now. Please, just let me move on.
Later in the day felt deeply unsettled and tense. I did a meditation to help unsettle my reality to bring in more fortune, but it just makes me feel unfocused and odd. Hopefully this subsides.
11/25 – Reality still feels greatly unsettled. Things aren’t so bad that everything is disrupted, but I don’t feel quite on track. Waiting for the first day that doesn’t feel shaken, as if it’s in a transition, which is loosely what I’ve felt like since starting DMSI.
I might hold out for 3.0 just so I have some decently powered healing included. 2.4 is technically an option, but it doesn’t feel as if I should go that direction.
As a note, I am playing my DMSI usage day by day. If I get an intuitive hit that I’ve gotten what I needed from it, I’ll swiftly shift back to BASE and resume my usage.
11/26 – Upon waking today it was my firm decision to switch back to BASE. Now, I’m not so sure.
There appears to be some very deep background healing going on with DMSI. The only problem right now is that DMSI is still shaking me up quite badly, and I can’t really tell if this is going to subside soon or not.
11/27 – Some deep reflecting has told me if I didn’t have a business to run and money related goals to shoot for in the short / long term, then DMSI would help me tremendously in shifting me back into dating mode. But because my focus is so business-centric, BASE is where I have to be, regardless of how much weaker it is compared to 5.5G and DMSI.
Even with only 3 loops per day while I sleep, the effects of DMSI are noticeable throughout the day. I feel outrageously tired even with a full nights rest. There is also a lot of internal shifting happening, and because I haven’t been looking to get laid or date for quite a while, it appears that there was just so much to shift internally that one week of use wasn’t enough to get past most of my resistance and blossom with more physical results (I went out quite a bit, by the way, just to ensure DMSI could have the best chance to spark something).
I have no doubt if I used it longer I would get tremendous results (and mother of God for the 3.0 coming out soon), but the journey has to shift, again, toward building my empire.
This sort of reminds me of Shannon using BAMM long term; we both have ambitious financial goals, and though we would both like to use DMSI to see where it takes us, those previously made $$ goals take precedence, at least for now, so DMSI has to take a back seat.
As a side note, 5.5G is now on an entirely new level. E2 is strong, but it’s going to be crazy getting a 6G upgrade. With DMSI, you can literally feel the sub shifting and changing you even when you don’t listen to it directly.
