EP E3 Journal

[Greenduck]

Stop that. Seriously. Feeling sorry for yourself and buhu. What’s done is done. Fix yourself. You are not beyond saving. You are not alone in the world to have felt this kind of stuff and many people have fought their way through it. Now it’s your time. Why you may ask? Well I have no idea. Maybe because you need to learn something during the process that you will have use of later in life. But that is impossible to say before you have taken yourself out of the mess you are in. “You can only connect the dots looking backwards” - famous quote by Steve Jobs. So SUCK IT UP and use the product, take advice from people here and stop ruminating about how shitty everything is. Just stop. It will not help you, trust me. Go for a walk, read a book, meditate, exercise. Rinse and repeat and soon you have stuff that are integrated into your daily routine and you can do that instead of beating yourself up or whatnot.