11-26-2015, 09:03 PM
(11-23-2015, 09:39 AM)FrostedFake Wrote: Like you, I also followed my intuition, and just ran WM2 even though most guys would probably say to run alpha again instead.
Lets see if our intuition was right.
Stay frosted my friends
We will see. My intuition is usually right when it comes to these things.
Just some random thoughts probably being brought up by this sub.
It's just all about life in general. Like you ever just watch a busy street with cars whizzing by and wonder where everyone is going? What they're doing? Whether they are happy in life? Or it's sunday and you've got work the next day and when 4pm hits you get nauseous at the thought of going back? Or you're meeting new people for the first time and they ask you that question "what do you do?" and it feels like they are asking more about your status in society than yourself as a person.
It's just those moments in life when I get a peak behind the curtain and ask myself why is it like this? And it's not existential dread. I don't need purpose to be happy. But it's almost like a feeling of not having free will because there's already a system in place. And I don't know what to do to get out of it. Or rather I do know, but I don't have the confidence or belief in myself to achieve what I want. I don't want money or material things, I just want to live in this world fully as myself and be happy with that. But that's pretty much been the hardest goal for me to achieve so far.
To live with full authenticity, unashamed of who I am, I feel like that would make living in this world a lot easier.
