Devil of Hells Kitchen Journal

[Daredevil]

I have been reading my Old Journals that are offline and I see over time I realized that I have 2 main problems. I have a problem with fear of my own power and because of that I am always running from myself and not facing who I am and becoming what I need to be. Basically I am at the Refusal of the Call in the Heroes journey. I lack self love also and overall I just hate myself because I am not accepted by others. My whole life I was always rejected. I tried to fit in but that made me stand out even more. It's like I wasn't made for this puzzle set. I don't even know who I am. I must be hitting something because all this is just coming out today.