Darwin’s Journal

[Broski]

I have a strong feeling I’ll never get a straight answer to this so I ask you this then , fear goes - what displaces it?

Unconditional love

[Darwinn]

Yeesh

[Broski]

Yeesh

Another way to describe it is an unimaginable feeling of "bliss", or the best feeling you have ever felt in your life multiplied by insane magnitude. That is what I have gathered from learning about those that have completely transcended fear or became "enlightened" so to speak.

[Darwinn]

Shannon man this is bugging me - is there a distinction between integration and dismissal which is being missed

[Shannon]

I make the rules to be followed, not to set a bad example by breaking them because I am in a position of authority. They apply to me just as much as you.

You're basically asking me how I do this. I can't tell you that.

What is the fear replaced with? The freedom to act without being restricted by fear.

FRM removes the fear. It doesn't have to replace it, transmute it, neutralize it or anything else. It is removed. That's like asking, if you cut out the cancer, what replaces it?

[Zane]

Sure I can, lol. It gets into discussions that would break the rules. Suffice it to say that given the proper perspective on and understanding of things, it become very abundantly clear that for things to go the way they must inevitably go, fear must be outgrown, and thus overcome, abandoned, removed.

I figured out how to make a module that triggers the whole process to happen in a very small time frame compared to how it normally works. The question now is, just how fast can I make it go? As it stands it should not take more than years even with v3.2, and that would be a lot longer than I would expect it to take.

But v4 and later should significantly increase the speed and power of the FRM in ways that mean it shouldn't take more than months, if not perhaps weeks.

My ultimate goal with v5 is to try to make it happen in hours or less, although I don't know if that is possible yet. I'm going to try.

Who knows? Maybe in the future I'll know how to make it happen so fast that it finishes its job in under an hour.

You always say that " idk if that is possible yet". But you do it anyway. Stop Teasing us.

[Darwinn]

I make the rules to be followed, not to set a bad example by breaking them because I am in a position of authority. They apply to me just as much as you.

You're basically asking me how I do this. I can't tell you that.

What is the fear replaced with? The freedom to act without being restricted by fear.

FRM removes the fear. It doesn't have to replace it, transmute it, neutralize it or anything else. It is removed. That's like asking, if you cut out the cancer, what replaces it?

Well here’s the point Shannon - you’re making gigantic axiomatic claims; the dissolution of fear is inevitable and fear is analogous to cancer and is to be cut out. You won’t explain why because of, I guess, a moral about not breaking your rules on religious claims.

It’s your perogative to offer no real explanation. If you’re not going to then ok, but i feel it’s to be acknowledged here that the claims you have made have a huge significance and aren’t self evident.

[Shannon]

Some of it is obscure because of the rules of the forum, and some because to explain further would tell you too much about how I do this.

Don't worry about the claims. Worry about what FRM does in practice. That will prove the claims. That you can see for yourself.

[Darwinn]

Well after 5 years of listening to the ocean I'm definitely not going to stop now - I'm going to find out what's on the other side, and the real thing that is freaking me out is that I'm starting to see it.

If I could just offer a couple of things I've actually noticed.

Outside of things which could be classed as resistance, there's another thing happening, I get subtle experiences of fearlessness where in its place I experience something approaching wonder, deep gratitude, fascination and the desire for creative exploration - however, the language I use on a day to day basis is so filled with fear based that I find myself going back to fear based communication just because I don't quite have the language of a non fear based paradigm.

Example, I was talking to my girlfriend about some people we were going to hang out with, and I caught myself about to define something as potentially embarrassing. I realised that I wouldn't really find it embarrassing but was going to say it anyway since it was habit - the mere act of being about to define something as embarrassing was calling up a fear based paradigm and the feelings associated. It was like language creating the state rather than the state being defined in language.

What I'm saying is that speech seems to impact my state a lot - if there isn't already, I wonder if something in the sub to support me in being more conscious honest in my speech would also be beneficial to to everyone in reaching the goals of the sub.

[Shannon]

Speech patterns result from habitual thinking patterns, and as they shift and change you will start to see the difference. But all that you need is already on place. You're just not finished making the change yet.

[Darwinn]

Interesting - yesterday I was going into a situation where I was going to have to argue for what I wanted, I felt major anxiety , it was like buzzing adrenaline in my chest, here’s the wierd part, it made me sharper and gave some emotional content to my game where as normally I’d just smile , be nice and give way to avoid conflict. I have a lot to learn about deal making - it’s a fascinating emotional game and I have a bit of altitude on my emotions in order to actually practice it. I want to look for opportunities to practice, considering moving to something more business / negotiation/ person facing than something analytical and abstract.

I’m on track to make $10k for my relative and this brings me both a sense of joy butbalso curiousity about what I can achieve for myself if I put myself to something where I’m motivated by something other than Just pure ego.

[Darwinn]

Yeesh

I’m so tired I just don’t gaf today should be interesting since I’ve got several high stakes situations right now.

[blth]

Whats your job?

[Darwinn]

Not something I wanna talk about on a public forum