DMSI 5.1 (FRM + DRS v2) Journalings and Musings

[Have at ye]

Frankly, I'd never talk back to a sound engineer like that even in jest.

Wonky dream bonanza. Now I feel normal/good. Step by step, getting there.

[Have at ye]

Yeah, the dreams were healin'/working through trauma dreams definitely.

The first ones were about my family and how I don't want to be a part of it anymore, the other one was about that crazy ex of mine and how she was destroying my reputation re: women. In short. No wonder I start getting depressed throughout the day when this is what's being worked on.

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Oh yeah, the re-run of that production with mobbing morons is gonna be March next year. Time enough to make myself impregnable, I think.

[Have at ye]

I told some of my Interwebz energetic stuffies buddies about IML subs, some may be coming this way to purchase and use them - these people definitely won't be writing 'em off just because it's something outside the established norm and they won't bat an eye when they see they include energy manipulation, but it would also appear many people are disappointed in subliminals in general due to all the ineffective crap that's floating around the Internet while promising the Moon.

Apparently, all the abbreviations and the technological lingo can be a bit confusing for people at first. Had to help a dude sort out which version of DMSI he'd rather run, haha (he settled on 5.2).

Had a pretty good day until about an hour ago when I started getting mobbing flashbacks again, oy. Still, there's definite progress. Now I don't go all out and cuss and whatnot while frantically running around the room, but I talk the stuff through in a calm manner. Trouble is, whenever I go out to do stuff, or do anything that requires focus (like, say, piano practice) I start getting at first tired, then depressed because I have to employ willpower to stop the flashback reactions. I'm a lot better now, but still not quite up to snuff.

These are the wonky sensations I get in my right foot. They can get sometimes extremely physically painful.

The job offer I have coming is a translation gig, I was hoping for a singing gig, pah. I'll take it though, since it's within my area of interest (drama stuff by a serious playwright).

[Have at ye]

Man, I feel really depressed at times but it's still progress. Got a new thingy that should be great for mental health.

Things are slowly beginning to go on an upswing but I find myself unable to enjoy them due to damage accrued.

Hopefully this is fixable.