DMSI 3.1 and MLS exploration - Ascension to ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)hood

[apollolux]

@chaos - <palpatine>DO IT.</palpatine>

[Benjamin]

Yep i'm getting the tiredness too, i've been up like an hour and I feel like I want to sleep more. And I even went to bed 1 1/2 hours early earlier in the week.

[eternity]

It is absolutely ridiculous because I am unable to speak coherently or think coherently and its only 6:30 p.m.

[eternity]

Y u gotta do htis dimsee?

-_-

[eternity]

I like that I don't know SHIT about this new version of DMSI. There's such minimal chance of obtaining placebo results because Shannon was so anti-hype with his updates, that minimal information about 3.1 was released. This sucks in a way because I love to know what's doing what. But it's also great because I know for sure that results = results and not some clever ploy I designed in my head XD

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I'm still exhausted, but not as bad as it was before. I almost fell asleep at the office today O_O. I had to go and make a double coffee at 3:30 pm just to stay awake. Considering the new strategy that "only the parts of me that resist get exhausted", a LOT of me must be resisting the changes!!!!! I'm thinking of taking a 24 hour break from 3.1 but in a way I'm afraid that if I do, I will succumb to the "run away" outcome.

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I went out for lunch today. I ordered chinese food, and when I went to pick it up, I was greeted by this banging blonde cashier who was the manager there. And it wasn't just any banging blonde girl. Something about her felt a bit... odd? Can't lay my finger on it but I got flustered by her presence. I felt something inside of me react to her presence. Was she a manifestation?

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I was calm at work all day, albeit sleepy. After, I was exhausted while driving, and couldn't form coherent sentences while talking to L on the phone. I hang up, call someone else, and all of a sudden I'm having flowing conversations with this guy. I hang up with him, and call another girl (i'll call her mex). This conversation was awesome, and filled with energy and laughter. I hang up with mex, and pick up my sister from the airport.

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I dunno if I'm truly resisting, or if I'm just not able to process how fast my reality is shifting therefore I'm met with exhaustion -- reality bending takes a shit ton of energy, I'm sure.

OH SHIT I just realized I've been on the clearing version.... If there's anything I remember from clearing of 3.0.1, it's that clearing also takes a shit ton of energy. So maybe I'm just focusing this energy on clearing! Who knows. I've been too busy to have time to internalize what's going on, nor have I had a chance to read through the journals on here so I don't know what's collectively going on with others on this sub.

[Shannon]

Clearing and healing takes a lot of energy.

Manifesting takes a lot of energy.

Full time sniping takes a lot of energy.

Auric shield full time takes a lot of energy.

[eternity]

That makes sense! !!thanks for the insight

[Shannon]

Clearing and healing takes a lot of energy.

Manifesting takes a lot of energy.

Full time sniping takes a lot of energy.

Auric shield full time takes a lot of energy.

Am I supposed to feel like my energy is being used?

Not necessarily. There are reasons you might, and reasons you might not.

[eternity]

One of my close female friends messaged me today saying she's struggling with feelings of self hatred. She asked me for suggestions and advice. I gave her my suggestions. She's engaged now, but my intuition tells me she's not really wanting to settle down.

I can't make assumptions one way or another but I'm reporting it anyway. I haven't really talked to her much lately, so her contacting me saying she was struggling was out of the blue. Although it's totally normal for a friend to ask for help when they're feeling down so I cant say it's because of the sub.

Other than that, I don't really have much to report

[eternity]

I can't really tell if I'm clearing anything. I wonder if I've moved onto stonewalling this sub. That would suck. But I'm still feeling incredibly exhausted so I don't think I'm stonewalling. I'm just not aware of what it is I'm clearing.

[Shannon]

The conscious mind shield is likely preventing you from knowing what is being done.

[eternity]

I don't even know how to begin explaining this in words so I hope it's coherent lol

I'm having a very sharp sensation in my temples. It's akin to a headache, but it's actually not even fully physical. Imagine there's a chopstick stabbed into each of my temples, like this ASCII example: -o-

It's as if the sensation is affecting my physical as well as etheric body. Where the chopsticks represent the connection between the physical and the etheric body.

[eternity]

I went to the AA club for friday night speaker night. I met up with a woman named H there, one who I've mentioned a few times before in my other journal. The one who couldn't make rent last month because of her shopping addiction.

So she texts me every day, multiple times per day, with random stuff. She's obviously into me, but I haven't really returned anything to her. She left the club before I did, so I called her and asked her what she was doing. She invited me to come over to her house "to watch a movie". I asked her to dinner instead, and I paid for her meal. I don't feel like a cuck for doing that, nor do I feel like I missed out on an opportunity to get laid..................... Weirdly enough, I feel I did the right thing. I'm not even trying to get into her pants anyway. I feel..... powerful. I know she wants me, and I have the ability to turn her down gently, because I have options.

H is a woman I thought for sure the anti-sniper would kick in on, because she's a different kinda crazy. Turns out, she's probably not THAT crazy, otherwise the anti sniper really WOULD have kicked on, and she would have been repelled.

OK so the following is a report based on being the affected of that woman who I exposed to 3.1 last saturday. Every time we talk on the phone, I get this feeling in my sacral chakra area, as if her words go straight through my ears and into my soul. This feeling only started on Tuesday, but for some reason in my mind I have felt like it has ALWAYS been that way. I even told her how she made me feel by talking to her, and told her that it was ALWAYS like that, but that's not true! I genuinely thought it was always like that! The effect it's having on me has increased since Tuesday, having been in bloom mode for the past 6 days. She's also manifesting guys into her life XD.

Earlier this week, she went to a convenience store, and on her way out to her car, she almost got hit by a car. There were cops really close by, and the cops drove up to her, and asked her "Do you want us to go get 'em?! Just say the word we'll do it!"
Her: no, i'm okay. thanks
Cops: You sure?! You almost got hit! We'll do it for you!"
Her: I'm sure.
cops: okay fine. But I have a question for you: Why do you look so SAD?!

so she was opened by the cops, who were clearly hitting on her lol.
This guy who's doing stuff for her credit repair is starting to come onto her
and a mutual friend also attempted to come onto her today, but got weirded out and cut it out.

IT IS CRAZY to see a hot woman armed with the power of dimsee o_o. well actually i haven't seen her since saturday, but i'll see her tomorrow and i'll be exposing her again tomorrow night. Clearly she's in aura execution mode, based on her results so far having only been exposed to DMSI ONCE.. She doesn't even know she's running an attraction sub XD

[eternity]

oh yeah and an interesting thing I need to note is that I've been doing energy channeling lately. Yesterday and today I channeled middle pillar energy, and immediately I felt the energy being used by the sub. Immediately after channeling, I became much more lucid. Things in my line of sight became sharper, and had more clarity. I just did it again now, and felt more energized.

After doing it a few times, I'm starting to realize that doing this kind of channeling is like a state shift in many ways. If that's the case, I shouldn't do it with DMSI....