Dreams are becoming a bit distressing, since they are plunging me into scenarios that show me that I am intellectually incapable. I think that this is one of my worst fears ... being dumb. IRL I went through a lot to prove I am intellectually capable. I think this is also one of the reasons I started my PhD. And while I am scared to finish it, I am even more scared to NOT finish it, since in my mind this equals being dumb. I hope I'll be able to kick this fear in the balls eventually since through it I prevent myself from living a fullfilled life.
ION I am more withdrawn than usually. And more on the I-distract-myself side of things, although the distractions in themselves are becoming very dull and boring.
ION I am more withdrawn than usually. And more on the I-distract-myself side of things, although the distractions in themselves are becoming very dull and boring.
_ - Third Stone From The Sun - _