02-08-2016, 06:26 PM
Day 9
one of my sticking points are socializing with people. I am getting better at it though.
1.had a cool conversation with a dude in the gym. Just talking about lifting.
2. In one of my classes, I was required to join a group. One foriegn guy singled me out to be in his group since i was the only dude he talked to. At the end of the class, these two girls are talking about hating group projects. I invited myself into the conversation and got to relate with them. One of them went to the professor and asked if they can merge with us and become one group claiming we " sounded like decent guys". I dont think this would have happened in the past.
3. Went to a meet and greet for a club. Talked with one girl and managed to get roped into meeting 2 more people. It was kinda stuttery but i was able to get my ideas across.After that I left and rationalized I talked to enough people today. Fear spoke to me then but i have another chance to work on it tomorrow.
--i didnt notice it was i was socializing but now i realized i was noticibly phasing out from being nervous. So much so that the people try to get me back into reality. When i do return to then the stuttering comes back too.
one of my sticking points are socializing with people. I am getting better at it though.
1.had a cool conversation with a dude in the gym. Just talking about lifting.
2. In one of my classes, I was required to join a group. One foriegn guy singled me out to be in his group since i was the only dude he talked to. At the end of the class, these two girls are talking about hating group projects. I invited myself into the conversation and got to relate with them. One of them went to the professor and asked if they can merge with us and become one group claiming we " sounded like decent guys". I dont think this would have happened in the past.
3. Went to a meet and greet for a club. Talked with one girl and managed to get roped into meeting 2 more people. It was kinda stuttery but i was able to get my ideas across.After that I left and rationalized I talked to enough people today. Fear spoke to me then but i have another chance to work on it tomorrow.
--i didnt notice it was i was socializing but now i realized i was noticibly phasing out from being nervous. So much so that the people try to get me back into reality. When i do return to then the stuttering comes back too.
Phase 1: The Foundation
AM6(2020)
LTU v6(2020-2021)
OF v3(2021)
Phase 2
AM6 Refresher + SM3(2021)
AM6(2020)
LTU v6(2020-2021)
OF v3(2021)
Phase 2
AM6 Refresher + SM3(2021)
