Aventus's prelude to greatness (OGSF)

[Aventus45]

Day 23
When another person does some cool stuff I felt compelled to work harder to do achieve the same. When i was surrounded by people who are career driven. That was cool

When one of my friends have success with women I feel the same thing but this time the underlying emotion is different. Theres a sense of jealousy which is a fear.

What is the natural reaction of this fear? to try and one up him by running AM6. Which is cool to want jump into the big staged programs but it begs the question: why do i feel compelled to do it? That underlying motive is the one I need to address the most.

You're doing great man. Yeah, that ol' wanting to change subs trick!

Your natural confidence and attraction will shine through once you heal the fear behind it, just a matter of time

Some times I question what is under the neediness. What is the real me? Who is this child before it all happened?

Other than that I absolutely destroyed my legs in my workout. I pushed myself more so than what my program asked of me.