05-07-2020, 07:19 PM
Alpha male 6.0 Stage 1 day 16 05/07/2020
The shame attacks have lessened a lot now. I don’t have it as frequently as I used to. OGSF did its job.
I still have that subconscious need to compare myself with others. It’s been instilled in me since I was a child. My cousins have been studious while I was frolicking around as a child. my parents would always compare me to them and asked why I wasn't like them. I always brushed it off as a kid but it impacted me a ton and i find myself comparing myself to everyone and it tears me apart.
It impacted my self-esteem to the point where i cant really be proud of my achievements or skill and constantly be jealous of others even though other people are telling me that im good at what I do. Im sure AM6 will address but im a bit impatient.
The shame attacks have lessened a lot now. I don’t have it as frequently as I used to. OGSF did its job.
I still have that subconscious need to compare myself with others. It’s been instilled in me since I was a child. My cousins have been studious while I was frolicking around as a child. my parents would always compare me to them and asked why I wasn't like them. I always brushed it off as a kid but it impacted me a ton and i find myself comparing myself to everyone and it tears me apart.
It impacted my self-esteem to the point where i cant really be proud of my achievements or skill and constantly be jealous of others even though other people are telling me that im good at what I do. Im sure AM6 will address but im a bit impatient.
