08-01-2015, 07:54 PM
What a such surprise on this stage? I got feeling something like respect to my self and other.
I didn't care about people around me. Now it's easy to say hallo.
This morning, i helped my mother to pomp ballons. It's order. I woke up, heard her calling my name, and helped without any victim/guilty( something like that) feelings. It seems that the emotional has been repaired.
One more thing, i used to get argue with my brothers frequently. I spoke like a cruel man. Now i don't know what to say. It's like i vew them like my real brothers and respecting them.
Guilt, fear, shame, neediness are a little bit decreased. In a few moment, i hope these things are able to fly out from me.
I didn't care about people around me. Now it's easy to say hallo.
This morning, i helped my mother to pomp ballons. It's order. I woke up, heard her calling my name, and helped without any victim/guilty( something like that) feelings. It seems that the emotional has been repaired.
One more thing, i used to get argue with my brothers frequently. I spoke like a cruel man. Now i don't know what to say. It's like i vew them like my real brothers and respecting them.
Guilt, fear, shame, neediness are a little bit decreased. In a few moment, i hope these things are able to fly out from me.
