1. Secondary School
   
   I got some studients, specially in my class hate me. They bullied me. Owh, i hate it, damn it! I didn't have any close friends. Untill it's on the 3rd grade, something happened. The persons that bullied me became my friend. Of course i was very happy.
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2. Upper Secondary School
   Here is very annoying. Everyone in the class hated me. There were so much conflicts. How come? Here is the reason.
   
   "I loved studying, reading book, reading any articles. I always finished all assigments at the time. In fact, i could do it faster. I often answered the question correctly. I always said "Yes" when the theachers gave us home work which all studients in my class didn't like it. I wanted to get assigment/homework everyday, but the others said "No,no......" " So, you got the picture?

• STAGE 1
  
  I got my self acting like mad.
  Confident : not realy . On this stage i feel more agressive. I couldn't control my self.
  
  I had new habbit like looking at my self in the mirror. I bought some new shirts. Some girls called me, i think they want to get my attention. Here i overcome anti-social.
  
  But still :
  o Feeling needy
  o Shame
  
  
• STAGE 2
  
  Still i couldn't control my self. But yeah, i got self maturity, masculinity, and feeling like ready to face other people, although the "shame" id there. The neediness is a little bit decreased.
  
  NOTE :
  I used to get my body languange like a WOMAN. "Owh! bad , hate to tell you about this guys but it's okey.
  
  Also, i did exercise. In social world, i feel more relax but however the passive feeling is still there.
  
  
• STAGE 3
  
  It's different with the stage 1 and 2. Here, i can control my self, calm, and more confident.
  Oh yeah, i forgot something. I have some old friends. In that situation i can take lead. It feels like i'm better then them all and feel cooler then anyone.
  
  o Overcome neediness, but i feel uncomfortable when i do something like men do. Feeling like can't do anything is around me.
  
  o Self esteem : Increased
  0Masculinity : Increased
  
  
• STAGE 4
  
  Just started.
  

1. Self forgiveness : 3
   
2. Forgiveness of others without allowing them to walk on you or mistreat you : 4
   
3. Letting go of the past : 4
   
4. Maturity improvement : 3
   
5. Wisdom enhancement : 4
   
6. Self healing, emotionally and mentally : 6
   
7. Trauma and abuse healing : 3
   
8. Supply your own love, affection and attention : 5
   
9. Overcome any victim mentality : 3
   
10. Refuse to justify actions that are not moving you forward, or accept that behavior from yourself : 2
    
11. Kill excuses and refuse to accept them from yourself or anyone else : 3
    
12. Seek the challenge : 1
    
13. Overcoming guilt, shame and fear : 4
    
14. Self validation : 5
    
15. Overcoming procrastination : 4
    
16. Approaching focus, for making it easier to approach others, especially attractive females : 3
    
17. Approval seeking destruction : 3
    
18. Self empowerment/self empowering : 3
    
19. Have let go of any negative self image, attitudes, thoughts and beliefs about yourself : 4
    
20. Have a powerful, positive sense of self respect, self esteem, self image and self worth : 4
    
21. Have unshakable self confidence : 4
    
22. Be unaffected by rejection : 3
    
23. Treat women as people to enjoy the company of, without taking them too seriously, needing them, or being easily upset by them : No practice
    
24. Have released expectations towards women, which often lead to bad choices, actions, attitudes, thinking and responses : 3
    
25. Be self sufficient and self reliant mentally, emotionally and otherwise : 2
    
26. No longer be, or come across to others as “needy” : 3
    
27. Take good care of yourself, your hygiene and your appearance, not just because you want to be attractive to beautiful women, but because it makes you feel good about yourself : 6
    
28. Be able to effortlessly approach any woman you want – and the more attractive you find her, the easier it will be : 3
    
29. Be selective about whom you spend your time with, and which women you give your time, interest and affections to : No idea
    
30. Exude an aura of confidence, commanding presence and authority, which gets you respect, attention and obedience : All is 3
    
31. Exude an aura of sexiness that makes you much more attractive to the beautiful women you encounter : 4
    
32. Have a Zen attitude, which keeps you calm when other guys would lose control, thus demonstrating your self control and mastery of the situation – an Alpha male trait : 2
    
33. Display graceful, confident body language, which broadcasts your power and dominance to all, but especially females : 3
    
34. Display the attitude, thinking, actions and speech patterns of an Alpha Male : 2
    
35. No longer seek approval from others, nor be concerned with what they think of you or what you do or say : 2
    
36. Be your own man, who does what he wants, when he wants, how he wants, where he wants : 1
    
37. Be in control when dealing with women, and especially beautiful women or women you are interested in : 1
    
38. Be entirely unconcerned about “getting the girl” or achieving sexual interaction, which will make the ladies perceive you as higher status, higher value, and more worthy of both : I am still virgin, and haven't even one of girlfriend,yet. I am 20 years old.
    
39. Be easily able and willing to walk away from people and situations you don’t like, and TELL HER NO — whether it’s to her asking for sex or anything else : 2 ( sex ia not included)
    
40. Be in complete control of yourself and your environment : 2
    
41. Develop and display a fantastic sense of humor, which will make you socially popular and attractive to others, especially beautiful women : I have had this. I realise it to my friends ( comfort zone), not to beautifull/attractive women. Guilt, Shame, and Fear is annoying.
    
42. Be entirely comfortable in social situations of any type, whether they are familiar to you or not : 2
    
43. Be a better, higher and more refined quality of man : 2
    
44. Acceptance of, and feelings of deservedness of, being treated well : 2 or 1
    

1. Deserving respect from others : 1
   
2. Self love and liking yourself : 3
   
3. Valuing yourself : 2
   
4. Extended ego balancing : 2
   
5. Strong, centered masculinity and masculine presence : 4
   
6. Destruction of negativity within you concerning yourself and others, and replacement with positivity : 2
   
7. Self acceptance with continual striving to be better than you are : 2
   
8. Destruction of laziness : 1
   
9. Motivation boost : 1
   
10. Doing what needs to be done, because it needs to be done, and that is the way of the Alpha : 1
    
11. Extroversion enhancement and training : 4
    
12. Self forgiveness : 3
    
13. Social stability, skill and strength : 2
    
14. Overcome abandonment issues : 1
    
15. Success training : What is this ?
    
16. Gratitude : 2
    
17. Self trust : 1
    
18. Self image of man, instead of boy : 2
    
19. Leadership training and development : 2
    
20. Decisiveness training : 1
    
21. Authenticity and congruence training : 2
    
22. Destruction of jealousy and possessiveness, and replacement with self security, self reliance and self satisfaction : 1
    
23. Constant self growth and progress : 3
    

(07-21-2015, 05:51 AM)ImFreeman Wrote: Hey! how are you using the subs ? ultras with speakers or masked and headphones?. How many hours?. I always got the best results using masked with headphones and 16+hrs a day.

GL, you are younger than most of us, so you are in a great place having found these resources so early. And in no time you are gonna notice how you surpass in life all those jackass that insult you.

(07-22-2015, 02:28 AM)Voytek Wrote: 0 means the worst and 9 the best in your rating? I ask because I want to assess my progress to in that kind of way.

(07-22-2015, 02:26 AM)Shannon Wrote: I'd say you're rating things a bit early. You're not even finished with the first run yet. Plus, most guys find that two runs through is very beneficial, because this program is making a lot of adjustments in a lot of areas at once. There's a limit to how much one can handle at a time, and for someone like you, it may progress a little slower than for other guys. Fear can do that. You remind me of myself when I got started. Just finish this run, take a week or two off, and then run it again.