11-22-2022, 11:09 PM
usage patterns update
14 hours of US
Dreaming weirdly, which is an indicator of AM for me. Some of my current issues are starting to come to surface and AM is pushing me to find a way to solve this self destructed behaivours like being always in a state of stress and fapping, I didn't fap for 12-14 days now, urges are very powerfull and most of the time I returned from the edge.
I no more want the fakeness of this shit, have to break the vicious cycle and start to enjoy the life and all what are in it.
14 hours of US
Dreaming weirdly, which is an indicator of AM for me. Some of my current issues are starting to come to surface and AM is pushing me to find a way to solve this self destructed behaivours like being always in a state of stress and fapping, I didn't fap for 12-14 days now, urges are very powerfull and most of the time I returned from the edge.
I no more want the fakeness of this shit, have to break the vicious cycle and start to enjoy the life and all what are in it.
AM6-1(4.19)--AM6-2(11.19)--SE-5.5G--AM6-3(9.20)--SE 5.5G(3.21)--AM6-S7(6.21)--SM3-1(7.2021)--AM6-4(1.2022)
"To be able to shape your future, you have to be WILLING and ABLE to CHANGE YOUR PARADIGM." - Joel Barker
"To be able to shape your future, you have to be WILLING and ABLE to CHANGE YOUR PARADIGM." - Joel Barker
