AM7 Log

[NOMAD]

Stage 1 - Day 22

I feel great. Overall,  I've really been enjoying life and over the part week. I'm even excited about seeing some relatives tonight that I haven't seen in years. That's not typical for me.

Also, my social confidence is on the rise. I suspect that's the catalyst for the wit and banter I mentioned in yesterday's post. Stage 3 has done more in 22 days than OSC did in 8 months. But to be fair, AM7 is addressing foundational issues and in layers.

[Benjamin]

I only tried 'em on in the store one time. I didn't realize they'd make such a big deal out of it.

"Excuse me mam do you work here? Can you help me try these on".

The funny thing is that mental signs like this exist cos it's actually happened. I want to know the story. 

[NOMAD]

Stage 3 - Day 26

I don't have much longer with Stage 3. I'm going to miss it. Once I got past the initial adjustment period, it became my favorite stage so far. If I had to describe it in just a few words they'd be: strength, confidence, and charisma. One way those traits manifest themselves is in social/flirty behavior. This past weekend was engaged in some friendly banter with a female bartender. It was nothing more than playful conversation but it's a definite change in behavior. This is very unlike me. Stage 3 has brought out a side of me that I haven't seen since I was in my early 20s. It's nice. I feel more vibrant and youthful. The difference between me now and me in my 20s is that I'm much more confident now than I was back then.  I've even caught myself looking in the mirror and thinking,  "I'm a handsome mother fucker." That has happened multiple times with stage 3.  Again, that's not like me. At first,  stage 3 seems to have been a bit jarring to several women who know me, including my wife. Most everybody has warmed up to it and are a actually more open with me than usual. My wife is still adjusting. 

For the past week or two I've been having lots of sex-related dreams and often wake up at full mast. Nice.

I suspect stage 3 could be mined for goodies to be put into Sex Magnet.

[NOMAD]

Stage 3 - Dsy 27

I realize AM7 isn't scripted to adjust the user's aura,  but the way people interact with me is very much like they're under auric influence. Maybe they sense my growing authenticity. I haven't had sex in a couple of weeks and haven't burped the worm (stolen with pride from @RTBoss ), so maybe it's related semen retention. Whatever the reason, people have become more open with me over the past week or two.

[NOMAD]

Stage 3 - Day 29

One more day then on to stage 4. For the first time, I'm not looking forward to the next stage. Stage 3 is as close to perfect as I can imagine.

It has been a rough week. In spite of that,  the lack of negative self talk and an overall net positive attitude helped me to walk right through it. Driving to work,  Imade a mental note of how detached I've been from internal negativity. My productivity is about the same as normal, but my inner state is where stage3 has shined.

Today, when I got home from work I began flirting with my wife like I've done every day this week. Stage 3 isn't only bringing out my youthful side. It's bringing out hers as well. It's not because I'm suddenly more attracted to her. It's because I'm experiencing self-generated happiness, joy, confidence, and a bunch of other things rolled up into one. I'm loving my life. That's apparently having a positive impact on others both at work and at home. 

Stage 3 is what I want my life to be. I don't see how any future stages can be anywhere near as enjoyable, hence my reason for not wanting to move on.

Oh well. I'll come back to it eventually.