AM6 Journal

[GreekGod22]

I feel like AM6 has made me become more stoic and resilient.
Determined to stick through all of the stages, so I will been running AM6 until the end of the year.

October: Stage 4
November: Stage 5
December: Stage 6

[GreekGod22]

Finally done with Stage 3. Theme of the month: Depression.

[Sky]

Are you going to get AM7 once it's out? How do you like your run of AM6 so far?

[GreekGod22]

Pretty neutral so far.
Yes, I will definitely. I remember Shannon saying how 6G is very likely coming out in 2023. Until then, I still want to do a run of OF4, or E5/6, or some other sub.

[GreekGod22]

Still going with Stage 4. I've seen some changes in me that could be attributed to AM6. More willing to get what I want, more loving towards my girlfriend.
My driving skills are getting better and better and fear around driving in traffic is minimal now.
My outlook on life has turned from a naive one to a more realistic one, and I think this is a good thing.
Interest in porn currently reduced, haven't watched anything in 8 days or so. Out of respect for me, for my girlfriend.

[GreekGod22]

Stage 4 has generally been more gentle on me than Stage 3, I feel less depressed. AM6 is much more subtle that I imagined. It doesn't turn you into an extreme womanizer, nor does it turn you into someone arrogant/ cocky. The effects are not that dramatic, but some of the goals that are being worked on are:

Self forgiveness.
Maturity improvement.
Wisdom enhancement.
Self validation.
Be self sufficient and self reliant mentally, emotionally and otherwise.
Valuing yourself
Self image of man, instead of boy

[GreekGod22]

I realized that I've become more self-assured and less reliant on external validation. I trust my decisions more now. All these changes have been happening very slowly, over the course of months, and I feel like they will become permanent, and a part of my identity.

[GreekGod22]

Dreams revolving around fear, loss, no longer being loved last night. Also a sex dream.

[GreekGod22]

After several failed interviews that I've had this year in attempt to switch to a better job, I've finally made it. Today I just received an offer that pays almost 50% more, which is a significant increase in my income. I will accept the offer without hesitation. It is also more technically suited to me, and the role is more exciting than my current one. I also have the possibility of fully remote work, if I desire.
I thought it was gonna happen while I was running UMSv2, but it happened while I'm running AM6. Perhaps there was some UMSv2 latent manifesting in place here, who knows. Or just pure luck/ persistence. Either way, I am very happy! I'm leveling up financially with this change.

My fear of driving is also practically gone, and I am now much more relaxed while driving.
My relationship with my girlfriend is growing stronger and deeper. Life is getting better.

[GreekGod22]

Stage 4 is over. Starting Stage 5 tonight.

[GreekGod22]

It dawned on me how much I've changed on AM6, looking back at these last couple of months. It's like the sub is finally revealing itself to me in Stage 5. A lot of growth with respect to wisdom, maturity improvement, decision making.

[GreekGod22]

Interested in starting LTU6 after ending this AM run at the end of the year, I've long been attracted to the idea of that sub.
Dreams surrounding the fear of being cheated on.

[Sky]

Interested in starting LTU6 after ending this AM run at the end of the year, I've long been attracted to the idea of that sub.
Dreams surrounding the fear of being cheated on.

LTU6 is a great sub! I've run it multiple times!

[Frosted]

Interested in starting LTU6 after ending this AM run at the end of the year, I've long been attracted to the idea of that sub.
Dreams surrounding the fear of being cheated on.

LTU6 is a great sub! I've run it multiple times!

I second this.