06-30-2021, 09:56 PM
Hey Shannon I wanted to ask quick question. I am at 1 month mark with my OF v3 run and i getting constant negative bad thoughts about my girlfriend. There was many negative things in our relationship but we solved everything but now Its getting harder. I cannot find one good thought about her. Its going to the point that I dont want to be with her anymore and everyfucking day I considering break up... I am getting a bit of resistance lately and maybe a little bit of overexposure. Should this be subconcious picking up something? Or my old fears coming up about if i can trust her and so on? Should OF force me to do decisions? Its bringing me down. When i see a text message from her it pisses me off. Even when she says good loving things I am like I dont believe that shit... It never was like this . If you could shed some opinion I would be very happy because its starting to go over my head and emotions running wild. Thanks