(04-23-2021, 08:31 AM)CatMan Wrote: LONG POST NOVEL WARNING: It's so awesome to see all the interest for OF V3!
Hey @Shannon, a few things:
1. You referenced the module for the creation of 5.75.5G some time ago. No comment on it since release. Has it performed as you envisioned? Or will it be worked on for OF V3 and beyond? I admit, after such a post, I felt kinda disappointed on the surface. That was quite a build-up! Referenced post here: https://subliminal-talk.com/Thread-Tune-...#pid241480 .
It works well, yes.
Quote:2. I forgot to mention intermittent bouts of nausea on OF. I almost never get nausea otherwise, so this was noticeable to see it increase to like 1-2 times a week, requiring OTC to stabilise it. I recall your post about "fear/terror" from needles and getting nausea too, so I understand the rationale for it, just reporting it for possible improvements.
That would be an indication that OF is touching on things that scare you so much that it makes you nauseous. Very close to the direct fear of death.
Quote:I have also had issues again with fapping since starting OF V1, annoyingly. Some old urges for porn, be that softcore or otherwise, have been noted as well. Even just softcore sfw images are noted. More of the same stuff from before, indirectly having interest in women in a "safe" environment. So it seems OF V2 has had yet to breach too much of that in and of itself. It's about halfway through the run to be fair, but just reporting it because I believe the next version needs to dig deeper to get at that stuff down there. It doesn't "feel" like it's going down far enough, not sure how to describe that.
No doubt your subconscious is fighting hard to prevent the fear from being removed fast enough to make progress in certain areas. It's not that the next version needs to dig deeper. It's that the next version has to somehow deal with your subconscious trying to preserve the fear and causes for fear better and faster than the cooperative parts are able to deal with and process the fear and causes for the fear in ways that erase it. It will naturally go down all the way, as long as something doesn't find a way to stop it. Honestly, I have no idea how your subconscious is able to do a lot of what it manages to do.
Quote:Sleep schedule has been insanely hard to keep, or even GET. Virtually impossible, I hate this so much. Even if I stay up super long to try to fix it, somehow I'll get a giant burst of energy again and it'll last way through until the next stupid sleep pattern like before, lol. It's fear of "something", it seems, but who knows. "Covidsomnia" is a thing apparently, so maybe that's complicating it. But I've seen this with subs before in some cases, so due to the goal in mind with this one, it seemed plausible it'd upset my sleep.
Sleep being avoided so that the subconscious doesn't have too deal with direct processing? Or that it can wear out the parts doing the processing? Hmmm.
Quote:Heart seems to pump hard and fast it feels like it's going nuts often on it, I get like tinges here and there, weird feelings. I remember with OF 5G I had to stop the sub, due to what my heart was doing when listening to it. That's NEVER happened to me before or since. Heart issues are in my family, even young men, so it's been a concern. Nothing with me specifically, just mentioning history and the thought process and why the concern surfaced about this. It's a potent reaction to the sub again on an OF sub for me, worth noting. I've noticed lately I've been consuming more and more "pop", you yanks call it "soda", lol. I was good at cutting it down for a decent while, now for a little awhile it's crept up. Maybe the caffeine is aggravating that issue with the heart, and the sleep schedule on some level as well. So maybe the detox module is partially involved in this circular pattern. I love the idea of the detox module, to be clear. Maybe it needs more muscle, I don't know. Just reporting my experience with things. But I know full well what previous OFs did to my heart, so I'm thinking it goes beyond the detox module mostly...
Hunger pangs making weight loss much harder has been noted too. This is very frustrating. I hope something can be tuned here. I lost weight years ago and have been so proud about losing 65 pounds! It really did a lot for my confidence and self esteem physically. Which I have needed if I am to cross the next bridge to execution of DMSI with women someday.
I mentioned a few of these before, but figured I'd compile them with others I noticed in advance of the new program in case they can be of benefit.
So basically all of this tells me that FRM and OF v2 is close to doing the job but you're subconsciously finding ways to interfere with the process as it gets to the real nitty gritty. There is definitely serious struggle for control going on here. That is a good sign, it means the program is definitely on the right track. We need something more though.
Quote:3. I get strong heat sensation on the sub when listening often. It centers around my "deep torso", it feels like the heat is deep inside my torso, somehow. It also is strong in my throat, mouth and nostrils, and right arm. Sometimes my legs. I feel the heat billowing off, it's like smoke in a sense. I like to amuse myself by breathing out and feeling the heat in my nose go out. It's weird, haha. I've had "heat sensations" in a small way before on subs, but it was only when initially listening for the first night or two maybe. This has been 8+ months of OF V1 and OF V2, and they still occur often while listening, and even when not. Was worth noting. Is that the DRS you speak of? Will it be upgraded for OF V3 as well? I suspect it could be helping me heat up to lose more weight, lol. I tend to see huge drops in weight at times, when I'm able to resist the hunger pangs. Indirect weight loss ability now for this scripting, lol. Amusing.
It is common for me to feel "heat" emanating from my body when I am projecting a powered aura strongly; last night I was so warm that GF couldn't snuggle as we were going to sleep, and I had to have the covers off even though it was the right temperature. So it very likely is the aura, but who knows. I haven't heard of it being expressed in parts of the body only.
Quote:4. I also get random massive exhaustion hits on this. It's weird, not as often as "being forced awake" and ruining my sleep schedule. But they still happen. Was worth reporting for sure, as I know you're working to fix that going forward.
That of course will be what happens when the struggle is relatively evenly matched and it is two or more opposing parts using up your energy in a very rapid manner.
Quote:5. Could you give us a breakdown on what will be upgraded in the new OF V3? I saw changes to FRM mentioned, that's fantastic to see! 5.75.5G to 5.75.7G or more, naturally. DRS? Negative side effects listed above? The 5.75.5G module? Etc.?
The skeleton script will be upgraded. The Platinum Lake settings will be upgraded. The key script will be upgraded. The FRM will be upgraded. There will be changes and upgrades to other aspects of the configuration and build settings as well. It doesn't sound like much, but that's because I can't tell you the details of what's happening. This post will help me understand what needs to be added/adjusted/upgraded in the FRM.
Quote:6. Dreams are often a bit hard to relate back to "overcoming fear". They seem to either have seemingly nothing to do with the OF goal, or are kinda observational "wouldn't it be nice if" types. I guess the second one is showing me what's possible for me if I remove the fear behind whatever it is or something. Still though, the dreams are hard to relate to the sub a lot. I don't seem to recall many if any, "scary" "fear" dreams on this. Reminds me of DMSI/SM3, I didn't really get "girl/sex dreams" on those. Strange! Just reported it, even though I assume it's because I have to work on "preamble" stuff with fear before those dreams can happen? I don't know, sounds weird that the dreams aren't even really happening in relation to the sub. So the girls aren't even in my dreams, unlike the saying "in your dreams", LOL.
Thanks for reading my novel Shannon, lol. Looking forward to hearing more about OF V3. It'll be a winner also.
Look at your expectations and assumptions here. You're expecting scary dreams. Maybe there are none, and maybe they're being forgotten. Maybe the dreams you remember are being decided upon by your fearful subconscious?
You bring up some interesting points in this post. Useful reporting. Thank you.
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The scientist has a question to find an answer for. The pseudo-scientist has an answer to find a question for. ~ "Failure is the path of least persistence." - Chinese Fortune Cookie ~ Logic left. Emotion right. But thinking, straight ahead. ~ Sperate supra omnia in valorem. (The value of trust is above all else.) ~ Meowsomeness!