Shannon, since you have been working with resistance and faulty beliefs for so long, I'm seeking your advice on how to correct some beliefs.
I have realized that I repeat this certain behavior over and over and over. It seems as if I enjoy the pain of suffering or it seems as I believe that success will be more joyful if and only if I suffer, even if for a moment.
Let me give you a simple example to understand my problem better.
Let's assume that I have lost my car key in the house. While looking for it, I get a great hunch that the key is most likely to be under the couch pillow. While the most reasonable thing to do is immediately look under the pillow, I will instead delay this, I will be looking else where and leaving looking under the pillow for last option or close to last (about to lose hope)
Now this might be simple one and not a big deal, but this is only a result of something (belief or whatever) and similar events keep on happening. Even on a larger scale, like pursing success in xx.
This is getting annoying now.
What do you suggest? Am I believing that I don't deserve the desired result? (success or finding the car key)
Or am I just delaying to experience greater joy?
I'm thinking it's the latter, but why do I believe by suffering and only by suffering I can experience joy.
I hope you can Shedd some lights on this...
In addition does your subs like OF, UMS address this matter? Or this type of resistance?
Thank you for your time
I have realized that I repeat this certain behavior over and over and over. It seems as if I enjoy the pain of suffering or it seems as I believe that success will be more joyful if and only if I suffer, even if for a moment.
Let me give you a simple example to understand my problem better.
Let's assume that I have lost my car key in the house. While looking for it, I get a great hunch that the key is most likely to be under the couch pillow. While the most reasonable thing to do is immediately look under the pillow, I will instead delay this, I will be looking else where and leaving looking under the pillow for last option or close to last (about to lose hope)
Now this might be simple one and not a big deal, but this is only a result of something (belief or whatever) and similar events keep on happening. Even on a larger scale, like pursing success in xx.
This is getting annoying now.
What do you suggest? Am I believing that I don't deserve the desired result? (success or finding the car key)
Or am I just delaying to experience greater joy?
I'm thinking it's the latter, but why do I believe by suffering and only by suffering I can experience joy.
I hope you can Shedd some lights on this...
In addition does your subs like OF, UMS address this matter? Or this type of resistance?
Thank you for your time