01-02-2021, 10:13 PM
Hi @Shannon
What is your opinion on jealousy and what it’s root causes are?
I’ve found myself filled with jealousy all throughout my life- especially with regards to close friends of mine and if they are more successful than me in some fashion mainly especially when it comes to money and women, I tend to become filled with resent for those close to me whenever they come out on top rather myself- in the sense that I must always come out on top and I can’t bring myself to be proud of them, happy for them or filled with joy in any way when it’s them coming out on top rather than myself
What can I do to rid myself of this and better myself internally and externally to not only not care but to genuinely be happy for those around me while also being genuinely happy in my own life
I’m currently using LTU6 and started supplementing a bit with OF V2
As a side note: I believe that I have a fear of sex, women and/or intimacy on some level (tough to believe for someone who loves women and sexy as much as me, at least on the conscious level)- this realization came about when I stopped using OF V1 and switched over to LTU6, I would get the runs or at least some sort of stomach discomfort whenever I would be with a new woman, I found myself treating this discomfort with alcohol- it’s not until applying OF V2 that I notice the discomfort in my stomach subsiding as well as the runs and use of alcohol- any idea why this might be and why any man would fear sex, women, or intimacy on any level to begin with?
What is your opinion on jealousy and what it’s root causes are?
I’ve found myself filled with jealousy all throughout my life- especially with regards to close friends of mine and if they are more successful than me in some fashion mainly especially when it comes to money and women, I tend to become filled with resent for those close to me whenever they come out on top rather myself- in the sense that I must always come out on top and I can’t bring myself to be proud of them, happy for them or filled with joy in any way when it’s them coming out on top rather than myself
What can I do to rid myself of this and better myself internally and externally to not only not care but to genuinely be happy for those around me while also being genuinely happy in my own life
I’m currently using LTU6 and started supplementing a bit with OF V2
As a side note: I believe that I have a fear of sex, women and/or intimacy on some level (tough to believe for someone who loves women and sexy as much as me, at least on the conscious level)- this realization came about when I stopped using OF V1 and switched over to LTU6, I would get the runs or at least some sort of stomach discomfort whenever I would be with a new woman, I found myself treating this discomfort with alcohol- it’s not until applying OF V2 that I notice the discomfort in my stomach subsiding as well as the runs and use of alcohol- any idea why this might be and why any man would fear sex, women, or intimacy on any level to begin with?