04-21-2020, 06:16 PM
@Shannon
What do you think this recent obsession might be indicative of?
I don't think it's UMS either, because the parameters for UMS don't allow for endeavors of this nature, upon closer inspection.
I think it may be related to feelings of fear, powerlessness and self worth or something. Like, "If I do this, I won't feel so powerless, worthless, fearful and like a victim"
Wanting to remove this victim mentality and replace it with something far more antifragile and empowering in nature.
But what do you think it might be? Just kind of came out of nowhere recently and became an obsession. Do you think it may be the ego's way of resisting healing efforts? I have been working to ramp those up lately.
What do you think this recent obsession might be indicative of?
I don't think it's UMS either, because the parameters for UMS don't allow for endeavors of this nature, upon closer inspection.
I think it may be related to feelings of fear, powerlessness and self worth or something. Like, "If I do this, I won't feel so powerless, worthless, fearful and like a victim"
Wanting to remove this victim mentality and replace it with something far more antifragile and empowering in nature.
But what do you think it might be? Just kind of came out of nowhere recently and became an obsession. Do you think it may be the ego's way of resisting healing efforts? I have been working to ramp those up lately.