12-06-2019, 05:38 AM
(12-05-2019, 10:45 PM)Darkness Wrote:(12-05-2019, 12:20 PM)zero_force Wrote: @Shannon
I run on my third AM 6.0 run. The third time ends soon, I am on stage 6.
I am not trying to say that it does not work. It brought me great results, especially on the first run. But I am definitely not alpha. Some of the main things going on are that in the past month I failed to be assertive on many business related decisions. I failed to be assertive and ask for my rights when I was outside on social terms, several times. I failed to stand up for myself for a costly purchase I made and which is still pending for months now and they lie to my face again and again.
I know it worked for a lot of people but I am stopping using it now after this run ends. I don't know if I built some kind of resistance to it or for some reason it stopped working on me.
I just came back from a date with an attractive woman who at all phases of the date, she had the leverage of the situation. I was not alpha at all, at any occasion and when I think back on how I talked or acted I just want to bang my head on the wall. I didn't show any kind of dominance, or being alpha or whatever is the reverse of being a beta male on a date.
And I am not even sure why I am posting this. I am really hoping for some advice but I am not sure what kind of advice will help me really.
I ran it twice. Am6 specifically and felt the same. My assertiveness plummeted. I hated it. Am6 dulled my aggression. Try stage 7 see if it helps. I got some of my cockiness back during stage 7.
This is the well known reversal resistance, which happens when you're extremely afraid of whatever you are resisting. If your assertiveness plummeted, then you are avoiding assertiveness, meaning that is what you fear. If you responded to AM6 with dulled aggression, then you are afraid of aggression. The things you resist are the things you fear. Start asking "why". Why do I resist assertiveness? Why did I respond to AM6 with less aggression? And notice that the way I am wording it, YOU are taking responsibility for the response. AM6 didn't "dull your aggression". Your reaction to it did. That's important for overcoming your resistance, because the subconscious will try to hide from what it fears in every way it can, including "I'm helpless to change this because the responsibility belongs to AM6."
As I stated in the previous posts, there are a few options you have for helping yourself with these fears. The easiest will be LTU5. The cheapest will be asking why.
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The scientist has a question to find an answer for. The pseudo-scientist has an answer to find a question for. ~ "Failure is the path of least persistence." - Chinese Fortune Cookie ~ Logic left. Emotion right. But thinking, straight ahead. ~ Sperate supra omnia in valorem. (The value of trust is above all else.) ~ Meowsomeness!