02-04-2016, 07:11 AM
(02-04-2016, 06:32 AM)ArcticFox Wrote: Day 134
Stage 3/6
Stage 3 started 07/01/2016
Days completed total = 93
Days missed total = 31
Stage 3 days = 25
Days missed = 3
Waking up to a lot of dreams about close family, having arguments with them and falling out. Rough week last week so pulled my socks up and started a new 30 day diet and a 30 day life improvement plan to run through February.
Part of that plan will be to tap as I know I have some stigmas that have been made clear from last week, mainly around women.
Just some stuff to air
- Pretty sure i have some hate towards women
- Despise people who i dont know that are in good jobs - think they have blagged there way there (corporate environment).
- Still feel like I have wasted my life, don't feel so bad about it but not having a mortgage and renting for the last 10 years has done me no favours.
Just kind of a funny thing, I hated that I was renting when I didn't have a mortgage. Then I got a mortgage and half the time I wish I was renting lol. They need to have some type of mental health prep for living situations because it really messes with you if you're not ready for the hidden details.
