Stage 2 day 13
I feel “express success even before you have achieved it” strongly now, though it is brand new for stage 2.
My projected image for where I should be right now feels like it’s already been achieved, and that’s both amazing and kind of crazy. I have also set long term yearly goals so that I can have markers for achievement, and that in itself feels as if I have subconsciously accepted success deeply enough to be comfortable making bigger and more ambitious plans.
Which leads me to my next point, and this is a short term insight, but I really don’t like that ultra motivation and success aren’t in every stage. UM will be absent in 4 &6 and US absent from 3 & 6. But why does it have to be like that?
I’m guessing that having a few months of those subs should give me some carry over affect from those stages of absence, but it bothers me that those aren’t included all throughout.
It’s a small point to be bothered about, but I have to wonder why consistent inclusion wasn’t done for those subs in particular.
Obviously long term this doesn’t matter. I plan to use the cruiser stage 7 indefinitely or at least until the 8G or whatever writing sub comes out.
In regards to my work and progress so far, things have been heavily limited by relying on and outsourcing to others, setting up a new server to handle the monstrous traffic we’ll be throwing at it, and just lots of tiny problems adding up to delay overall to my launch time. Sigh. I’m pretty sure this is just the grind stage where I just have to plow through the technical crap before the real fun begins (I say “I’m pretty sure“ but what I really is mean “I know damn well that…” lol).
I feel “express success even before you have achieved it” strongly now, though it is brand new for stage 2.
My projected image for where I should be right now feels like it’s already been achieved, and that’s both amazing and kind of crazy. I have also set long term yearly goals so that I can have markers for achievement, and that in itself feels as if I have subconsciously accepted success deeply enough to be comfortable making bigger and more ambitious plans.
Which leads me to my next point, and this is a short term insight, but I really don’t like that ultra motivation and success aren’t in every stage. UM will be absent in 4 &6 and US absent from 3 & 6. But why does it have to be like that?
I’m guessing that having a few months of those subs should give me some carry over affect from those stages of absence, but it bothers me that those aren’t included all throughout.
It’s a small point to be bothered about, but I have to wonder why consistent inclusion wasn’t done for those subs in particular.
Obviously long term this doesn’t matter. I plan to use the cruiser stage 7 indefinitely or at least until the 8G or whatever writing sub comes out.
In regards to my work and progress so far, things have been heavily limited by relying on and outsourcing to others, setting up a new server to handle the monstrous traffic we’ll be throwing at it, and just lots of tiny problems adding up to delay overall to my launch time. Sigh. I’m pretty sure this is just the grind stage where I just have to plow through the technical crap before the real fun begins (I say “I’m pretty sure“ but what I really is mean “I know damn well that…” lol).
