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I decided to start the thread about AM 5 to get more insight from this outstanding community about the process that I go through..

I am a 30 years old guy, introvert, quiet, good looking, but shy, and lack of will to socialize. That is my biggest problem that I need to tackle. Therefore, I purchased AM 5 (I hope I purchased the right program).

I know subliminal world from the guy on mones forum (not AD forum). But I know this forum from my browsing on Cory Skyy Program (Magnetic Mindset), and it lead me to SMASH's journal, that's how it starts.

Currently I am on Stage 2, day 12.
I have final project presentation today at school and I have to present it to company's executives. I did short mirror affirmation to help me get rid out of nervousness and lack of confidence in presentation, and I didn’t get nervous on the presentation day, which is good thing.

The one that SHOCK me and make me SAD a lot was the fact that I don’t feel like to talk or interact to other people today, and it seemed I look unfriendly and lost the opportunity to get the job offer. My other group member was offered to turn in their resume because they were engaging in social interaction with those executives. I just did not have courage to talk and lack of confidence to interact with them,which make me look "invisible".

I thought I was improved during Alpha Male program, but I still can’t socialize in that venue. I really disappointed with what happened today. Not because of presentation, which we did well and clients (executives) seemed satisfied, but in fact that I found that I “isolate” myself… Pretty disappointed to know this thing is still within me.
I need inputs from you guys to tackle my situation.
For Shannon. Please give me insight about AM 5 program. Is it deal with my situation. If Yes, in what stages I can expect significant improvement?

I know AM 5 working, I notice I have better body language. But what I need to improve is my social skill, social life, and ability to have will to interact with people.

FYI, I started mirror affirmation on May 7th about "women things "and actually it helps feel great
I also start my story of perfect life in the morning that inspired by Rainbowabyss. Thanks Rainbow!!

Now I am planning to add "social things" on my mirror affirmation to help me get "there". Please advice from anybody.

Super Similar results.
My character as a person has changed, but my lack of social interest.. or something along those lines are holding me back.
I could sing and dance in public, and not get anywhere near the anxiety id used to get, but the moment it comes to talking, I draw a blank. Unless its just randomly talking shit or something when playing a video game with my brother, then.. Nothing comes up. I thought it was just from listening too long, but now I think its just the wording within the sub indirectly. Ive noticed other people getting similar results on the forum. The mindset of "I don't need anyone," stretching a little too far without fine definition/exceptions.
Hopefully my run of AM6 will fix that though. Maybe it'll help you too.