08-02-2015, 08:59 AM
(07-31-2015, 11:51 PM)Shannon Wrote: ... manifest my perfect lover. It generated in me, for a few days, intense anxiety and discomfort because some part of my subconscious mind was running on programming that was telling me that my desires did not matter when it came to women, and that I should accept whatever woman wanted me instead of trying to find what I liked and wanted in a woman.
Just realized I really should be running Find your perfect job at some point soon, because I have similar beliefs there that are surely blocking me. Then another belief is that this would take sooo long that it'd be a major derail in my AM/SM/WM pursuits. And another belief is that if I actually went & got my perfect job, then it'd be really challenging and I wouldn't have any time for anything else anymore --> not happy --> job becomes harder. Seriously, sometimes it just feels there's no fixing me
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