06-15-2015, 01:39 PM
Stage 4 Day 32
Another stage done and what has happened? Well in a word, not much.
I have had some mood swings and a lot of frustration at the lack of external results. I also seem to be making people laugh a lot with stuff I come out with, often I'm not trying to be funny but when I am people are laughing their asses off
The most noticeable effects so far in this stage are a reduction in neediness and an increase in desire to get into shape. I seem to get frustrated during the stage then I get calm at the end of it and not as needy. Thanks to Superjoy I have started the intermittent fasting for 2-3 days a week. It's actually not as hard as I thought it might be as long as you drink plenty of fluids you don't get hungry. Then eat normally after the fasting is over. Lost a few pounds already and an inch off the belly in this last month so I feel pretty good about myself. To be honest I've felt great about myself for a long time and have overcome many self negatives that I'm so much more improved within since I first began AM6 last summer. I am disappointed at the lack of external results but the internal results have been fantastic and I'm really grateful for them. I'm sure I need a another run through of both subs again as I read a post from Shannon saying that if you didn't manifest a new circle of friends in AM (ok he was referring to AM5) then you resisted some of the program. I deduce from this that the foundation I got from AM6 wasn't as strong as it should have been to continue on to WM since I didn't get any manifestations from it and by extension, maybe I'm resisting WM
Either way despite the lack of results I do feel confident with stage 5 for some reason. Maybe wishful thinking but it's been on my mind. I'm sure I read that stage 5 brings it all pretty much to a conclusion and gives a final push to the effects.
I still don't know for sure what to do after this sub. I keep toying with the idea of another run of AM/Wm then I think AYP is the better option. It's getting to the point that I'm focusing a lot on the question of what do I really want, and the answer is a woman. Therefore the answer is MYPSL
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Another stage done and what has happened? Well in a word, not much.
I have had some mood swings and a lot of frustration at the lack of external results. I also seem to be making people laugh a lot with stuff I come out with, often I'm not trying to be funny but when I am people are laughing their asses off
The most noticeable effects so far in this stage are a reduction in neediness and an increase in desire to get into shape. I seem to get frustrated during the stage then I get calm at the end of it and not as needy. Thanks to Superjoy I have started the intermittent fasting for 2-3 days a week. It's actually not as hard as I thought it might be as long as you drink plenty of fluids you don't get hungry. Then eat normally after the fasting is over. Lost a few pounds already and an inch off the belly in this last month so I feel pretty good about myself. To be honest I've felt great about myself for a long time and have overcome many self negatives that I'm so much more improved within since I first began AM6 last summer. I am disappointed at the lack of external results but the internal results have been fantastic and I'm really grateful for them. I'm sure I need a another run through of both subs again as I read a post from Shannon saying that if you didn't manifest a new circle of friends in AM (ok he was referring to AM5) then you resisted some of the program. I deduce from this that the foundation I got from AM6 wasn't as strong as it should have been to continue on to WM since I didn't get any manifestations from it and by extension, maybe I'm resisting WM
Either way despite the lack of results I do feel confident with stage 5 for some reason. Maybe wishful thinking but it's been on my mind. I'm sure I read that stage 5 brings it all pretty much to a conclusion and gives a final push to the effects.I still don't know for sure what to do after this sub. I keep toying with the idea of another run of AM/Wm then I think AYP is the better option. It's getting to the point that I'm focusing a lot on the question of what do I really want, and the answer is a woman. Therefore the answer is MYPSL
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