Stage 4 day 24
Not much to report other than I'm feeling a lot better within myself. That last negative/jealous streak has passed and the neediness has subsided. Now I'm feeling the opposite and feel like congratulating guys with nice women
Sex drive is back up
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I've also been toying with the idea of going back to London to work. Although it's not ideal financially there are more opportunities for women there. When I think of the "Beautiful Single Women" motto and the explanation of "only those women that are available to you" I look around and there's just nothing like that where I am now, so it seems almost pointless running an attraction sub with those limitations.
I was thinking of trying SM after reading Catman's last update but then I thought that's not what I really want. My most pressing desire is a nice woman in my life then once I've got that I can focus on more money/success orientated stuff. It's not looking for validation or a case of "You're nobody until someone loves you". I'm just fed having been single for years. The AYP wealthy lover is my ultimate love goal but some type of "perfect" while waiting for her would be needed. I would expect to run the Wealthy Lover one for a good year.
I really don't want to run AM and a magnet while I'm still single. The masculinity and the testosterone increases I got in AM and the huge increase in sex drive in WM just a made them miserable to do being single.
Not much to report other than I'm feeling a lot better within myself. That last negative/jealous streak has passed and the neediness has subsided. Now I'm feeling the opposite and feel like congratulating guys with nice women
Sex drive is back up.I've also been toying with the idea of going back to London to work. Although it's not ideal financially there are more opportunities for women there. When I think of the "Beautiful Single Women" motto and the explanation of "only those women that are available to you" I look around and there's just nothing like that where I am now, so it seems almost pointless running an attraction sub with those limitations.
I was thinking of trying SM after reading Catman's last update but then I thought that's not what I really want. My most pressing desire is a nice woman in my life then once I've got that I can focus on more money/success orientated stuff. It's not looking for validation or a case of "You're nobody until someone loves you". I'm just fed having been single for years. The AYP wealthy lover is my ultimate love goal but some type of "perfect" while waiting for her would be needed. I would expect to run the Wealthy Lover one for a good year.
I really don't want to run AM and a magnet while I'm still single. The masculinity and the testosterone increases I got in AM and the huge increase in sex drive in WM just a made them miserable to do being single.
