05-29-2015, 02:50 PM
ah, I know how ya feel. Though I didn't get the whole being resentful of people who have what I don't (mainly women) until stage 5. Though I did feel emotionally distraught during the first 21 days of stage 4. Other than lack of external results have you generally been getting most of internal results from the sub? Also, you still plan to run a AYP after WM?
"I have no use of disciples. Let everyone be their own true follower" - Nietzsche