03-31-2015, 11:09 AM
Stage 2 Day 20
Just a small update...
I have now recovered from the misery I felt earlier and I feel fine. I still have dreams
about women and I'm getting 11+ hours a day of listening to the sub. I feel when I go out that I have an 'unfair advantage' over other men but it hasn't translated into anything meaningful happening. I do get a few sly looks from the barmaids and they also treat me with respect as do female checkout staff in shops..blokes have become very talkative to me as well
On another note the weights and whey powder are making some noticeable
gains on my body. There's still a way to go but I can already see some good
definition beginning to come through. I reckon another 6 months will do it
I must admit though that I'm getting a bit negative in my mind regarding this sub.
When I first started I was excitement personified and now I'm just 'yeah ok'
I've been folowing Darth's WM journal and can see my results going the same
way. I was hoping by now that I would see some real tangible unmistakable
results rather than just the 'looks' and 'respect' treatment I get which may even
be down to retail staff being told to be extra nice to customers
I have however started keeping my place clean and this was another thing touched
upon in AM which I''m doing more now, in case I want to bring a woman back. Both
the cleaning and the body building have become like a vendetta to me that I won't
be beaten on (give up).I've also put down a deposit on a new (Opel) Astra GTC (2.0 CDTi), which is a bit boy racer..ish for a man of my years but it's brand new and should help me attract women..maybe. If not at least I can have some fun
As Darth said it's stage 5 that sees the coming together of everything but to be
honest the way I feel, I think we'll have more success finding Jimmy Hoffa than
gaining a never ending succession of beautiful single women to toy with
Just a small update...
I have now recovered from the misery I felt earlier and I feel fine. I still have dreams
about women and I'm getting 11+ hours a day of listening to the sub. I feel when I go out that I have an 'unfair advantage' over other men but it hasn't translated into anything meaningful happening. I do get a few sly looks from the barmaids and they also treat me with respect as do female checkout staff in shops..blokes have become very talkative to me as well
On another note the weights and whey powder are making some noticeable
gains on my body. There's still a way to go but I can already see some good
definition beginning to come through. I reckon another 6 months will do it
I must admit though that I'm getting a bit negative in my mind regarding this sub.
When I first started I was excitement personified and now I'm just 'yeah ok'
I've been folowing Darth's WM journal and can see my results going the same
way. I was hoping by now that I would see some real tangible unmistakable
results rather than just the 'looks' and 'respect' treatment I get which may even
be down to retail staff being told to be extra nice to customers
I have however started keeping my place clean and this was another thing touched
upon in AM which I''m doing more now, in case I want to bring a woman back. Both
the cleaning and the body building have become like a vendetta to me that I won't
be beaten on (give up).I've also put down a deposit on a new (Opel) Astra GTC (2.0 CDTi), which is a bit boy racer..ish for a man of my years but it's brand new and should help me attract women..maybe. If not at least I can have some fun
As Darth said it's stage 5 that sees the coming together of everything but to be
honest the way I feel, I think we'll have more success finding Jimmy Hoffa than
gaining a never ending succession of beautiful single women to toy with
