(03-15-2015, 01:56 AM)Ricardo Wrote: Stage 2 day 4
Thought I'd give a brief update on initial responses to this stage.
Firstly my sex drive has gone right down. Since about December when I was on stage 5 of AM I have been struggling to not feel sexy and keep the woodpecker down. Now since the start of stage 2 WM it's all left me and I hardly feel sexy at all. I also feel a lot less needy and indifferent to women in general right now. That earlier emotional phase seems to have pretty much gone as well.
Secondly, I've noticed that I'm becoming short tempered and resentful almost of my current lifestyle. It's too restrictive in that I don't really go out to decent places but rather stick to the same venues and ultimately the same people. I'm getting bad tempered because of my limited lifestyle and the people in my circle. There's a whole world out there and I'm just not experiencing it:@:@
I really want to go to different places and move in different circles, make new friends and acquaintances who will have a positive impact on my life rather than ones that just make me lazy and tired....
..and I thought WM was going to be bliss
Could you perhaps be resisting the sub? I mean maybe that's happening so you can change that. That's something that I need to work on too expanding and creating a new social circle of like minded value giving individuals.
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