03-06-2015, 12:24 PM
Stage 3 Day 19
I've asked people around about how I changed and their answers were quite consistent. "More mature", "more open and easy to be around" and "thoughtful" often came out. But there was noone saying how surprised they are I've changed or that the change was really significant. Also some people were struggling to find those changes, but they agreed when I said others' opinions. So yeah, in case somebody said I do change but Naturalizer is covering them - well, not really. Some change appears, but it's far from radical or mind-blowing and half a year is quite a long time. This also makes me think about what subs to do next, but I didn't made a choice yet other than I will need to rerun AM6 starting Autumn this year.
Not much to say on other fronts. I was sick and weak the whole week (I was able to sleep like 16 hours a day) but it's almost done. I've became much more aware about my diet and exercises recently and I will both do daily running and cut some calories this spring. I hope to lose 6 kg by the end of June, I'm quite determined so we'll see how it goes. Sadly my confidence is in shambles - I've downloaded Tinder and played with it a bit (I've rejected most of people because they were either fake accounts or stupidity permeated through the photos) and I've got one match, I didn't do anything about it because it's obvious for me she's way beyond my league.
I've asked people around about how I changed and their answers were quite consistent. "More mature", "more open and easy to be around" and "thoughtful" often came out. But there was noone saying how surprised they are I've changed or that the change was really significant. Also some people were struggling to find those changes, but they agreed when I said others' opinions. So yeah, in case somebody said I do change but Naturalizer is covering them - well, not really. Some change appears, but it's far from radical or mind-blowing and half a year is quite a long time. This also makes me think about what subs to do next, but I didn't made a choice yet other than I will need to rerun AM6 starting Autumn this year.
Not much to say on other fronts. I was sick and weak the whole week (I was able to sleep like 16 hours a day) but it's almost done. I've became much more aware about my diet and exercises recently and I will both do daily running and cut some calories this spring. I hope to lose 6 kg by the end of June, I'm quite determined so we'll see how it goes. Sadly my confidence is in shambles - I've downloaded Tinder and played with it a bit (I've rejected most of people because they were either fake accounts or stupidity permeated through the photos) and I've got one match, I didn't do anything about it because it's obvious for me she's way beyond my league.
For not by numbers of men, nor by measure of body, but by valor of soul is war to be decided.
~Belisarius, the last Roman
Certitude is for the puzzle-box logicians and girls of white glamour [...]. I am a letter written in uncertainty.
~36 Lessons of Vivec, Sermon 4
~Belisarius, the last Roman
Certitude is for the puzzle-box logicians and girls of white glamour [...]. I am a letter written in uncertainty.
~36 Lessons of Vivec, Sermon 4
