All that is gold does not glitter... yet! - Mateunio's Alpha Male 6 journal

[Mystic Pymp]

@Matenuio. You must read this. Very inspiring. We are on the same boat! lol.

Thanks, quite a journal indeed. Reminds me that I'm still at the beginning of the road and best is yet to come. It's such a shame though that Shannon is not as active on these forums as he used to be, we're losing some awesome insights because of it

Stage 3 Day 16

I got sick. Nothing major, simple tonsillitis, but it makes me very weak and renders plan I had impossible. Nothing I can't do next week, but I'd rather be over it. To be honest it's a miracle I got sick only now, I have quite weak immune system and I get sick often, but last time I was sick in October I think. I blame fish oil for that.

I dreamed of her tonight, quite unexpectedly to be honest. Me and group of colleagues (she as well) were in the room, working on some kind of project. I was lying on the bench, relaxing and she approached me closely and whispered me something in the ear, I don't remember what. All I remember is that I smelt her flowery perfume and I told her twice something like "it wasn't enough back then" and I woke up. I wonder what my subconscious was trying to tell me, but letting go and not thinking about it seems to be the best option available.

I didn't realize this at the time, but I've been listening the subs for half a year now! For that occasion I want to ask some people close to me if they've noticed any changes in me in since last summer and I'll post what I've found out here.