I've recently been put in a situation where doing my work I would have to put up with a lot of bs. The team I am part of is set up as if a couple members are running a dictatorship. I am just trying to do the work I came to do. At the end of 2014 their insecurities came out and a blatant lie in order to intimidate me. I have done everything in my power to report these people but the security of money has prevented anything to be done about these two senior members. I've held on to the "get out" card and if they were to do anything else I would threaten to leave. Yesterday day was this day and it is a liberating feeling to not have to deal with another persons ego. Everyone else that works in this team just does what they are told. I could not be part of this bullshit and during my time I am doing everything in my power to restore the balance and also get the work done. I was finally transferred out of the site by the "dictators" based on their petty fabricated complaint on me because I was doing things my own way. The human resources staff I had to discuss with were laughing about my situation and couldn't Beleive how ridiculous of a situation I was placed in. As they do not want to lose my contribution they sent me to a location to do my work which is a ten minute walk from my house and a team that is nice. I see this as a personal victory and when I tell the story to others who have ever worked under contract im like a hero to them!
Overall I feel much more confident, once again where ever I stand people look to me as I'm always in a frame of mind that portray confidence and my emotions are a result of this aswell. Women are comfortable around me and my parents trust my decisions more than ever. I feel like I'm making serious progress with my life running this sub and it feels even more attractive to use AM next
After having this powerful positive influx of confidence I have to ask myself. Why do we do the things we do? Do you really need all this shit to survive? All of us want an excess of money. We eat at nice restaurants with certain people just to say we did. When we could easily be able to have sustenance from a bowl of Cheerios and milk. Three squares a day and a roof over our head is all we really need. But when we go outside its like a big fuck you to everything that you don't "own". Maybe it's just being jaded turning into confidence but the reason you should interact with others is out of love. We are all trying to evolve but maybe saying fuck you is a part of love. I think everyone should take their own time and go at their own pace with things because change starts from within. The amount within and without is important to gauge by your emotions. Emotions are basically fun play things, giving you dominance or challenges. Without them we would be robots. Some people want to live a robotic life till they die and then there's some that live the love they have in their hearts.
You know the movie American sniper? Well I was walking around with my sunglasses on the other day and I caught my reflection in the window. I looked like a navy seal! I was so confident it was oozing out of every breath I took. It's weird... Regular people who act based on fear are so normal to me now. I dominate everywhere I go and receive respect from all races. Can't wait to see what's next. I want to upload some pictures and videos to show how drastic my change has been. One thing I've noticed is my stare is now confidently sexy. In any lighting I am sexy rather then preparing for the right picture.
Overall I feel much more confident, once again where ever I stand people look to me as I'm always in a frame of mind that portray confidence and my emotions are a result of this aswell. Women are comfortable around me and my parents trust my decisions more than ever. I feel like I'm making serious progress with my life running this sub and it feels even more attractive to use AM next
After having this powerful positive influx of confidence I have to ask myself. Why do we do the things we do? Do you really need all this shit to survive? All of us want an excess of money. We eat at nice restaurants with certain people just to say we did. When we could easily be able to have sustenance from a bowl of Cheerios and milk. Three squares a day and a roof over our head is all we really need. But when we go outside its like a big fuck you to everything that you don't "own". Maybe it's just being jaded turning into confidence but the reason you should interact with others is out of love. We are all trying to evolve but maybe saying fuck you is a part of love. I think everyone should take their own time and go at their own pace with things because change starts from within. The amount within and without is important to gauge by your emotions. Emotions are basically fun play things, giving you dominance or challenges. Without them we would be robots. Some people want to live a robotic life till they die and then there's some that live the love they have in their hearts.
You know the movie American sniper? Well I was walking around with my sunglasses on the other day and I caught my reflection in the window. I looked like a navy seal! I was so confident it was oozing out of every breath I took. It's weird... Regular people who act based on fear are so normal to me now. I dominate everywhere I go and receive respect from all races. Can't wait to see what's next. I want to upload some pictures and videos to show how drastic my change has been. One thing I've noticed is my stare is now confidently sexy. In any lighting I am sexy rather then preparing for the right picture.
