Has this ever happened to you? I was speaking to my dad from the basement and I had to talk louder then usual because I was on a different floor. He thought I was yelling at him and got angry. I was not yelling but simply talking loud enough so he could hear. Guess this shows the confidence in my voice is really starting to change my surroundings.
I have gone through another spell of resistance and have come through it triumphant on the other side. I literally just let it pass. My self love has increased. Meaning that today I had a day to do absolutely nothing but sit around and listen to subliminals. I could watch what a perceived as my latest interest in pop culture Hollywood film, sleep, jerk off or eat.
For the longest time I thought that feeling good had a direct relationship to attracting good things in my life. What i described to you about what I could've done during my off day was an example of not feeling good but not feeling stressed. It's tough to differentiate from the two sometimes. For the first time In my life I felt disgusted lying in bed. This was my off day and I couldn't stay in such a state for any longer. It just hit me like a ton a bricks then. There are boundaries that we have within ourselves. Lying down, watching videos or sleeping is not going to directly help you towards your goals. It's just the exact opposite. What feels good to me is the glory and getting things done. Whenever I think about myself I don't think I would be happier having everything given to me. I would be happy just as I am and anything I wanted I could put my energy towards. Another HUGE moment listening to ASC. I attract productive people in my life but I can instantly understand who is driven by fear when they start chatting about "being miserable going to work" or " needing my starbucks". They live in a cycle. But I am the master of my domain.
It honestly makes me sick now to read the shit on the forum. People will chnage if they want too, all you can do is show them the information.
In reality the reason pushing us to do work on a daily basis instead of just being ok sitting in one place is Shame. There's a certain point when you are around someone where you just begin to pick on eachothers scabs. The fact that you are working towards goals changes this. You are happy that you've accomplished something until it isn't relevant in the moment anymore. You go for a workout and no that your skin is more toned then what is was an hour ago. Then when you see an old friend they notice it. This positivity is your shield. This is something that also comes along with the sub.
I have gone through another spell of resistance and have come through it triumphant on the other side. I literally just let it pass. My self love has increased. Meaning that today I had a day to do absolutely nothing but sit around and listen to subliminals. I could watch what a perceived as my latest interest in pop culture Hollywood film, sleep, jerk off or eat.
For the longest time I thought that feeling good had a direct relationship to attracting good things in my life. What i described to you about what I could've done during my off day was an example of not feeling good but not feeling stressed. It's tough to differentiate from the two sometimes. For the first time In my life I felt disgusted lying in bed. This was my off day and I couldn't stay in such a state for any longer. It just hit me like a ton a bricks then. There are boundaries that we have within ourselves. Lying down, watching videos or sleeping is not going to directly help you towards your goals. It's just the exact opposite. What feels good to me is the glory and getting things done. Whenever I think about myself I don't think I would be happier having everything given to me. I would be happy just as I am and anything I wanted I could put my energy towards. Another HUGE moment listening to ASC. I attract productive people in my life but I can instantly understand who is driven by fear when they start chatting about "being miserable going to work" or " needing my starbucks". They live in a cycle. But I am the master of my domain.
It honestly makes me sick now to read the shit on the forum. People will chnage if they want too, all you can do is show them the information.
In reality the reason pushing us to do work on a daily basis instead of just being ok sitting in one place is Shame. There's a certain point when you are around someone where you just begin to pick on eachothers scabs. The fact that you are working towards goals changes this. You are happy that you've accomplished something until it isn't relevant in the moment anymore. You go for a workout and no that your skin is more toned then what is was an hour ago. Then when you see an old friend they notice it. This positivity is your shield. This is something that also comes along with the sub.
