02-22-2015, 07:19 AM
My reasoning for running this program for such a long time is because of my goal but also having a strong foundation of confidence in whatever subliminal choice I make. A lot of ppl don't want to use AYP. Why? Because they don't want to wait for something that will happen 120 days along the line when they can see results with another program today. I Beleive you could this maturity from AM as well but my sole focus of ASC will serve me well. I have become pissed off significantly. The increase in confidence might be making strides in my alpha progress but this past week there way a point where my confident decision making and my real life bs everytime someone gets disgruntled by my success overlapped. It was a point where I was just like fuck it. I'm not going to try and make changes from an angle which justifies previous actions. I gave absolutely no fucks just displayed confidence in myself and got down to work. Simple as that. Working to my improvement. I produced something that would blow the socks off the person who will view it so I'm proud of it. All feelings of not having it my way or excuses that held me back have gone out of the window. I am just confidently doing what I have to do. Simple as that. No more feeling as if I'm safe I have to get out there and make strides in my life whatever the cost. It seems like everyone I know is in someway against me. I feel as if all ego has just turned into confidence and I'm just going to work because that's what I should do . There's less doubt in my mind is what I mean. Everyone wants to try to manipulate others emotions to get out of doing what has to be done so they can come home to their safe nests but not me I'm going to make an impact
