02-22-2015, 06:47 AM
Day 21 august 3
I've been feeling better about myself and current situation lately. People have been showing me more respect and I've been having conversations with them about confidence. Towards the areas in my life I feel a lot better about getting things done and being disciplined when I have to. I'm able to make the right choice that will help me now rather than doing the wrong thing and expecting myself to be as great as I want to be in the future. I'm "being" what I have to. This state has greatly affected my physical health as I do not eat any processed junk no more. It has been consistent since the start of august and I feel confident it will stay that way. I've lost a couple pounds.
The first time I ran ASC two winters ago was when I was in Mexico on vacation. There were many young people there and being grateful for such a wonderful trip I made the most out of each day, enjoyed the food, friends, drinks and women I could talk to. I had only run the program for 32 days then but I had an awesome time. Two girls who only spoke Spanish had drinks with a buddy and I. I practically orchestrated hooking up with these Spanish women on the beach that night! Reflecting back on that situation I realize that people were very comfortable with me when I displayed confidence. Now I'm recognizing similar occurrences as women initiate conversation with me and are more open towards me. Men also show similar behaviour.
A lot of the power struggles with people I dealt with in the past are now non existent as they appreciate my value and there are subtle undertones of seeking validation from me in their behaviour. After this past year I feel like I'm more surfaced then ever. Maybe it will serve me well. It feels good knowing that I am improving everyday.
Until next time.
Thanks
Fonzy
I've been feeling better about myself and current situation lately. People have been showing me more respect and I've been having conversations with them about confidence. Towards the areas in my life I feel a lot better about getting things done and being disciplined when I have to. I'm able to make the right choice that will help me now rather than doing the wrong thing and expecting myself to be as great as I want to be in the future. I'm "being" what I have to. This state has greatly affected my physical health as I do not eat any processed junk no more. It has been consistent since the start of august and I feel confident it will stay that way. I've lost a couple pounds.
The first time I ran ASC two winters ago was when I was in Mexico on vacation. There were many young people there and being grateful for such a wonderful trip I made the most out of each day, enjoyed the food, friends, drinks and women I could talk to. I had only run the program for 32 days then but I had an awesome time. Two girls who only spoke Spanish had drinks with a buddy and I. I practically orchestrated hooking up with these Spanish women on the beach that night! Reflecting back on that situation I realize that people were very comfortable with me when I displayed confidence. Now I'm recognizing similar occurrences as women initiate conversation with me and are more open towards me. Men also show similar behaviour.
A lot of the power struggles with people I dealt with in the past are now non existent as they appreciate my value and there are subtle undertones of seeking validation from me in their behaviour. After this past year I feel like I'm more surfaced then ever. Maybe it will serve me well. It feels good knowing that I am improving everyday.
Until next time.
Thanks
Fonzy
